Mistake:now & Then

53.Now

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'What have I done for you to cause me so much pain?"

"Wtf"

"Cool down its just me"

I turn around to see Harry in front of me.wait? Oh no this is Marcel.Shit why this boy had to remove his glasses.

Me "you scared me Marcy"

M "I'm sorry"

Me "why r u up so late?"

M "heard the front door open so came to check.u?"

Me "couldn't get fall asleep"

M "I like the way u sway"

I blush

Me "thanks"

He reaches put his hand.I look at his hand then at his face confused and I can see the nervousness in his eyes.

M "mind d-d-dancing with m-m-me"

Me "are u crazy? Right here in the middle part of the night?"

M "yes"

He looks at me with those puppy eyes

Me "Awe okay"

He jumps in joy

M "what song?"

He takes out his phone but I hold his hand stopping him

Me "u sing the song"

M "me? No way I can't sing"

Me "I know u can.One u sing for us to dance or leave me alone"

M "OK fine"

I take his hand.He puts the other hand on my waist  and I put mine on his shoulder.He takes a deep breath and starts singing thinking out loud.I stare at him shocked but move my body to his voice.All I do is focus on his face.All of a sudden he stops and leans close to my face.Then he kisses me.I don't find myself pushing him way instead I find myself kissing him back.Hardly a few seconds I realize what I'm doing and push him away.I turn around and start running

M "Infinity wait.I'm sorry"

I stops me by holding my wrist.

Me "Marcel let me go"

I don't know why but I find myself tearing up

M "I know you'll hate me after this but listen to me one last time.I can't take this anymore.I love u so so much I just can't hide it-"

By the time he could finish I release myself from his grip and start running again.I go straight to my room and get into bed and start crying on my pillow.

Do I love?

I do like him like a lot

Am I ready for another relationship?

Don't think so

But Marcel?

Oh Marcel,why did u have to make things worse?

Harry's POV:

"Shit" I curse

I watch as Marcel stands there looking at the moon and wiping his cheeks obviously crying.i don't care I just run to check on my girl.I carefully open her door to see her lying on her stomach crying on her pillow.

What am I supposed to do?

How should I act?

I still love Infinity back but then things around make my wants impossible

Will Marcel be perfect for her?

I guess

I walk towards her

I "leave me alone Marcel"

I sit beside her on the bed.I rub her head and she lifts her head and looks at me.

I "Harry..."

At once she is in my arms crying on my chest.I pull her on my lap and then rock rubbing her back.

Me "shh....it's okay"

I "I'm so confused Harry"

Me "shh just go to sleep"

I try calming her down and soon enough she falls asleep.I slowly carry her and lay her on the bed.I leave her room and go to where Marcel was to see him still standing there.I sigh and go back to my room.I know I should be talking to him but I'm selfish enough not too.So I just go to bed.I look at the ceiling just thinking of our past.

Infinity's POV:

"Infinity"

I hear someone knock my door.I push the covers from me and get out of bed and go open the door. I gasp seeing Marcel all dressed up

Is he going somewhere?

Shit I'm not ready to face him?

I stand there not uttering a word

M "I'm so sorry about yesterday I shouldn't have thrown that on u.Anyways I'm leaving back to London"

He turns around

Me "wait? Why?"

M "I just ..... I feel guilty.... I know u probably hate me know"

I pull his shoulder and turn him around

Me "Look all of a sudden u come tell u love me then u say ur leaving. Listen u r NOT LEAVING and I am NOT angry with u just I need some time to think."

His face lights up

M "really?"

Me "yes that doesn't mean i-"

M "I get we r friends that's it"

Me "yes now go dress into something normal "

M "okay"

I close my room door and go to have a shower.I stop in tracks when I hear my phone beep.I rush to it to see I have a text message

From : Unknown

Want to meet you soon*

To: unknown

I can't*

From :unknown

Okay then be ready to see your boyfriend dead soon*

To:unknown

Plz don't hurt him*

From: unknown

Then come and see me.I miss torturing u *

I feel tears streaming down my cheeks.

To:unknown

Fine. When? Where?*

From:unknown

Let you know soon honey *

I run into the bathroom and undress fast wanting to spill my emotions soon.Once I'm bare I turn on the shower letting the water fall on me and hide my tears.

What have I done?

Am I gonna get back to hell soon?

Should I tell someone?

Hell no! He'll die

I will do everything thing to save him even if I should give my own life.