He Lived For Her~ A Joker Story

Chapters 35- Baby Talk

-IVYS POV-

I left the hospital and made my way to the car.
I got in and shut the door behind me, and just sat there staring at the steering wheel In front of me, trying to process everything.

"I'm pregnant..." I said out loud in disbelief "I'm fucking pregnant?!"

I looked down at my stomach slowly.
"I can't tell him" I sighed "he can't know"

How would he react? Joker doesn't want kids! He's The Clown Prince Of Crime for crying out loud.

I ran my hand across my stomach slowly.
Now that I knew I was pregnant..I sort of warmed to the idea.

"I wonder if you're a boy or a girl?" I smiled down at my body.

After I had processed everything, the thought of being pregnant didn't scare me. I thought it was a beautiful thing..but Joker was the problem.

"I'll have to leave him" I sighed

I felt tears brim my eyes, but I quickly blinked them away.

I started the car and drove back to the mansion.

While I drove, visions entered my mind.
I imagined a family, our family..
But I knew it would never be so perfect.

I shook the thought out of my mind and concentrated on the road.

"I'd love a little girl" I said to myself with a giggle

I knew I was being too hasty, but began to feel excited- I was going to be a mother.

"Or a little boy, really doesn't matter" I smiled

I wanted to make my child happy and healthy.
Deep down I knew I would be a single parent, I couldn't imagine Joker being a father.

When I pulled up to the mansion, I got out and made my way inside.

"I just want to tell him" I thought "but I can't"

I heard him rustling around in the basement, probably in the kitchen- so I made my way up to the bedroom to lay down. I was exhausted.

The nurse had told me that the vomiting was morning sickness, and that it will come and go.
Also, when I asked her why I felt pain during sex, she said "Your vaginal walls are swollen and more sensitive during pregnancy; the worst during early pregnancy."- so I guess that answered that.

I got into the room, took my shoes off and crawled into bed. I just wanted to sleep.

I heard some footsteps approaching so I rolled over to face the door.

"Hi" I smiled as Joker walked in

He jumped a little bit what made me laugh.

"When did you get here?" He asked as he came over to me.

"About 5 minutes ago" I answered

I knelt down beside the bed and kissed me.
He pulled away and looked into my eyes.
"I have to go out" he said

"Why?" I asked

"Just business, princess"
He stroked the hair off my face and smiled weakly.

I nodded and sighed
"Okay"