The trail's of a different love(t.a.t.u fanfiction)

Disclaimer: I do not own anything associated with the band T.a.t.u nor am I making anything off of writing this. This is all fan fiction and untrue, most written while I was in high school.

The pain of their words had broken her, her grey-green eyes had lost her spark, none of the gentle light that normally emitted from her soul was gone, drowned out by their cruelty.

"Lena?" I dared to call to her, knowing that this whole mess was my fault and I hated myself for hurting her with my own uncontrollable tongue. She turned around, her eyes forest green in her rage as she hissed out her reply

"What Yulia?" she had sneered in pure malice, causing tears to prick at the back of my eyes and a knot to form at the back of my throat.

"I'm sorry for all of this, all you have to do is tell me you never want to speak to me again and I will leave you alone." I forced myself to say, turning to stare at the fleeting scenery as she turned her back toward me once again.

That ride home was one of the coldest, loneliness and quietest day ever because even though there were voices and music blaring around me I felt as if I was floating in the void of outer space, my heart shattering at the lack of response that I had got from the redhead that I had been so close to up onto this point.

I couldn't wait to get off of the bus, eager not only to be home but also so I would not see Elena's face.

As soon as we came to a stop I brushed past Lena and made a direct bee-line to my front door, letting myself in and rushed to my bedroom, slamming the door behind me as tears pressed against the backs of my eyes. I felt like crying, screaming and dying all at once. I quickly changed out of my school uniform, leaving it crumpled on the floor as I pulled on a red tank top and a pair of blue shorts before throwing myself down onto the bed, allowing my tears to finally overflow.

I must have fallen asleep because I was awoken two hours later by the sound of my phone's obnoxious bell like ringtone. I quickly flipped it open to see that I had received at least ten texts from Lena so I opened the most recent one and read:

Volkova call me, we need to talk now!

My heart seemingly stopped for a few minutes as I stumbled to dial the all too familiar number, waiting impatiently for Lena's angelic voice to answer.

"Yulia! Why the hell didn't you answer my calls? I've left ten fucking messages!" she demanded, causing to cringe slightly at the tone.

"I was upset and I fell asleep." I answered and she sighed then paused "meet me at the park in ten minutes I want to talk to you face to face." She stated in a much softer tone than previously though it was still cold.

"Then let me pull on a pair of jeans okay? I'll meet you there I a few minutes?" I stated in response, imagining her rolling her eyes at that comment.

"What did you do? Sleep naked?" she asked suddenly, sounding like her usual playful and sarcastic self and it was my turn to roll my eyes

"No smartass." I replied "I slept in fucking short shorts stop being a pervert."

She started laughing at this comment, causing me to relax enough to be able to balance the phone between my chin and shoulder as I changed clothing.

"Lenka?" I asked once I was done, daring to use the nickname that I had given to her when we had first became more than friends.

"What Volka? You sound like you are expecting me to dump you or something." She stated sounding amused, causing me to relax a bit as she added "just because I am mad at you does not mean that I am going to break up with you but I might just kick your ass for outing me the way you did!"