I have to hold my head up
And bite my tongue
Until it's over
Until this feeling passed me by
Eventully with time
It will
Or at least I have to hope it will
I won't be able to go much farther
If this feeling never lets up
But eventually with time
Every feeling seems to pass
Even if that time is months
Even when that time is years
It always ends
I had a short glimps
Of better times
Of a better mind
I wish I could keep emotions
Hold on to what feels good
I would never have to suffer again
At least not suffer in my head
I know in time this feeling will pass
It won't go full away
But it will dull
Until it is practically not there
It comes back of course
The worst feelings always do
Like parasites in the mind
Always feeding
Off of troubles
If you don't feed them
Eventully the leave
They go away
In search of food elsewhere
Of course there is no other food
So inevitably they will come back
A slow game of cat and mouse
An endless loop
Forever in a circle
Like a dog chasing its own tail
Eventully this feeling will leave
At least I have to hope it does
Because if it never goes
My mind will be nothing more than dust
