bryce: so?
i nod
bryce: me too. addison is forcing me to it *laughs
you: same with josh. we have no clue what we are gonna do with the kids though
bryce: ya. us too
i hug him.
you: damn. now i'm stuck with your ass for another year
he laughs. we talk and we tell mads jaden charli and blake. they're happy for us.
2 months later
josh and i have wracked our brains on what to do and can't figure it out. we have a week and a half to come up with something. he can't travel with them because he'd be playing too often and wouldn't be able to watch them. i'll be filming all day everyday and won't be able to watch them.
josh: what the hell should we do
you: i don't know
i'm crying from being stressed. he wraps his arms around me. we sit down and talk for hours.
you: we need to decide fast josh.
he nods.
josh: well hickeys only about 3/4 of a year. i already started so i should be done with it by mid april. i'll come stay in boston once i'm done traveling.
i nod
you: that'll work but what about the other 3/4?
he sighs.
josh: what about a nanny?
i shrug.
you: i've thought about asking my parents to move there for the year but they have work and shit
josh: well what ab-
you: we are not asking your mom to live in boston for a year!
he sighs. the only thing we know is josh will move to boston once hockey is done. and that if they kids are staying with one of us- it would be me because i won't be traveling. we just go to sleep and rest. i get up and start packing my closet. josh wakes up and comes over kissing my neck.
josh: the kids- are at- my- parents
i gave in because we've been stressing for weeks and i don't know the next time we will get to do this. after an hour and a half we finish. we cuddle for a few hours before getting the kids. then we talk for a few hours about what to do.
6 days later.
i leave in 2 days! we have no clue what to do. josh and i have been discussing nonstop.
josh: they should just stay with you all year.
he seems upset but tired. tired of trying to find a way. so he's upset because he will barely get to see them.
you: we can't do that to them. or you
we talk more. finally we made a decision after talking to josh's parents and everyone.
2 days later.
we already said bye to josh's family. now we are at the airport. me josh jordan and carson. we all hug.
jordan: we're gonna miss you
i'm holding carson and crouched down next to jordan.
you: i'm gonna miss you too buddy. i'll call everyday when i can
he nods. i hug carson tighter and the pass her off to josh. then i hug jordan super tight and kiss his head.
you: your gonna listen to daddy and grammy and pappap and aunt liv. ok?
he nods and hugs me tighter.
you: i'll see you soon.
i stand up and hug josh the tightest.
josh: call me as soon as you land. a- and get to the house and get with bryce. i just need to know your safe
i nod not letting go from the hug.
josh: promise me one thing
i look up into his eyes thinking he was gonna be serious.
josh: don't get with bryce or zac efron
he smiles and we both laugh a little. i lean up giving him a long kiss.
jordan: ewww
we laugh and pull away. i kiss them all bye one last time and leave. i get on my plane and we take off. so here's what is really happening with josh and the kids. the kids are gonna travel with josh. but so are his mom and liv. then josh has already cleared a few days from every month to come visit. while they visit michelle and liv will go home to john and will. because john works and will still has school. we're gonna make it work. once a month is better than not seeing all of them for a year. hours later i land in boston and get an uber to the house where i'm staying with millie, noah, bryce, selena, and zac. dwayne is staying somewhere else since he's older than us all. we are all around the same age. i pull up and it's beautiful.
81 Warren Ave, Boston, MA 02116 | MLS #72796070 | Zillow
i use the key that i was mailed and go in. selena gomez is literally standing at the counter
selena: nessa!
you: selena!
we both squeal and run to eachother hugging!
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