josh looks relieved and kisses my head. josh and i go to my old room.
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you: we can just throw our shit over there
he nods and sets out suitcases by my closet. he pulls me close to him and kisses me. i kiss back and then pull away smiling.
you: what was that for? *smiles josh: just because
he smiles and hugs me. we go downstairs.
mom: we are going to eat you: can i just wear this? mom: ya we are just going to chili's you: ok
we all get in the car again. i'm in the back wt josh holding his hand. i really don't wanna eat. i'll just order something small and eat a little and tell them i'm full. i've already eaten yesterday. i'm not supposed to eat til friday now. that's my schedule. eat one meal on monday and one on friday. we get there and go in.
you: can i just have a small cup of mac and cheese
everyone else orders.
dad: that's all you wanted? you: ya. not really hungry i guess
our food comes and i eat a few bites. it's good and i'm starving but i just don't want to eat more.
josh: you ok ness? you: i'm fine. not really hungry josh: ok.
he holds my hand while he finishes eating and we talk to my parents. we get back home and josh and i go to my room and lay down. fucking jet lag. he is the big spoon and i'm the little one obviously. he has his head buried in my neck. for like 5 minutes he has been giving it soft little kisses and sucking the slightest bit. it feels nice. it's like calming. he didn't leave one mark which was good. i look backwards at him which makes my neck pull away from his lips. i softly kiss him and turn my head back to how i was as he goes back to gently kissing my neck.
you: night josh josh: night- princess-
he says it between kisses. he's so fucking cute. i close my eyes and fall asleep. i'm guessing he fell asleep soon after.
skip to friday morning.
i wake up and see my handsome ass boyfriend below me. am i crushing him? ugh. i get off and go to the bathroom. i pull up josh's hoodie that i'm wearing and look at my stomach. i hate the way i look. i'm not eating today since i ate a little on tuesday. well i mean it is christmas- NO NESSA you need to get skinny. no eating. i sigh and get a shower. i put on jeans and a crop top. i go back into my room to see josh on his phone.
josh: merry christmas princess you: merry christmas baby boy
he laughs a little at the name. it was kinda cheesy but oh well. i go over and kiss him. we go downstairs. my mom and dad made breakfast and put it on the table.
josh: thank you this smells delicious mom: thank you josh. take a seat
him and i sit down with my parents. i only eat a little. i didn't want to but my mom would feel bad. she might think i don't like it even though it's really good. when we are done josh and i go cuddle ion the couch when the doorbell rings.
you: i got it
i walk l the 5 feet to the door. i open it.
you: NOAH!
i jump into his arms hugging him.
noah: missed you ness!
josh's pov~
i know he is her cousin and all but i'm the only one that ever calls her ness.
