first blake
you: bye blakeeee. don't have too much fun here without me
blake: wouldnt dream of i
he hugs me
then charli
charli: aww don't leave meeeee
you: i'm sorryyyy
charli: i'll text you. a lot
she laughs and hugs me.
they were the easier ones to say bye to. now for some of the harder ones. jaden
jaden: while your gone try not to throw your suitcases at bryce's head. or cut his dick off
you: i can try. no promises
jaden: luv ya
you: luv ya bub
i tear up and hug him. now mads. i'm crying. so is she
mads: aww beb you'll do great in your movie. i know it
you: thank you. i love youuuuuu
mads: i love you toooo
we hug tight. now addison. the second hardest. we are both balling.
addison: take care of bryce for me. don't both go to jail again. and don't let him get into too much trouble
we laugh a little through the tears
you: your my bestfriend i'm gonna miss you so much
addison: i'm gonna miss you too luv
we hug tight for a minute. now for the goodbye that i'm dreading. josh. i stand in front of him not looking at him though. he guides my chin up and we are both crying.
josh: ness. look at me. there you go. your gonna be ok. this may be the end of us for now but we can always start again when your back. i love you with everything in me and i always will. alright?
you: i love you too baby boy
i couldn't say anything else. i'm leaving the most important person and people in my life. i hug him super tightly not wanting to let go. we kiss. one last time. it was more passionate than all the other times. he looks at me crying. we both are.
josh: goodbye. nessa
you: goodbye. josh
we didn't call eachother babe or baby. we are done. i'm single. bryce is finishing saying bye to addison and they are both in full tears. everyone is. bryce and i grab our bags.
bryce: ready?
you: mhm
bryce: bye
you: b- bye
they all say bye. we get in the escalator to our gate. i look back to see josh and addison crying and hugging. and jaden mads charli and blake waving bye. i look back straight. if i look again i'm not gonna be able to leave. bryce and i get on the plane. we are both crying to eachother. this is the nicest we have ever been.
bryce: we will get through this
i nod. the plane takes off. and i put my headphones in listening to happiest year. i've known them all for a year so ya.
I'm here to admit
That you were my medicine
Oh, love, I couldn't quit
And I'm down on my knees again
Thank you for the happiest year of my life, oh
Thank you for the happiest year of my life, ooh
So wake me up when they build that time machine
I want to go back
Wake me up when you were sleeping next to me
'Cause I really loved you, ooh
Thank you for the happiest year of my life
Thank you for the happiest year of my life ohh
Thank you for the happiest year of my life, yeah
Thank you for the happiest year of my life
Thank you for the happiest year of my life
i click share on the song and send it to josh and wipe my tears. they just keep falling though. the 7 hour plane ride i cried the whole time.
josh's pov~
right before my goodbye with nessa i told bryce to make sure she eats at least 2 meals everyday. and to take good care of her. don't let her get hurt and be there when she needs someone. he agreed. now they are gone. my bestfriend. and love of my life. gone. for a year. addison and i are crying to eachother. i just wanna run up to nessa and see her again already but if i do i'm not gonna be able to let her go. jaden gets us to finally leave. at sway i go to my room and stare at the ceiling crying. nessa sent me a song. happiest year. i listen to it on repeat for hours.
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