i feel like shit still. i've sucked it up this week so josh would spend time with his parents and siblings. i tell them i'm fine but i'm not. we spent new years here. we finally are back in LA. we are at my apartment now bc i'm still not feeling well and didn't wanna hear bryce's loud mouth. we didn't even go to sway first. just straight here. cuddling.
josh: i think you should see the girls. maybe they can help you feel better
you: ig
he texts them.
josh: they are on their way. i'll leave once they get here. but until then i'm not leaving you alone.
i peck his cheek. minutes later addison and mads walk in with 3 bags. one from panera. and 2 from the store.
josh: bye princess. call me if you need anything. i love you
you: love you
he kisses my head and leaves
mads: well that's new. you guys started saying i love you
i smile weakly. they can tell.
addison: we brought you chicken noodle soup from panera
she pulls it out of the bag handing it to me. then mads pulls 3 movies out of a bag. i smile.
mads: we can binge watch movies
and lastly addison pulls out ginger ale and tea bags for hot tea.
you: thank you guys
i hug them. i missed them so much. addison goes and makes me hot tea while mads puts on a movie. addison comes back in with the tea. and chicken noodle soup. i don't wanna eat. i can't. i need to be skinny. i don't care that i feel like shit. i've lost a pound. i need to lose more. i drink the tea and eat very few bites of soup. then they cuddle with me watching movies. all day long. i love them. i must've fallen asleep again.
mads pov~
nessa fell asleep and me and addison are quietly talking. nessas stomach growls loudly for a few minutes without stopping. we wake her up and she faints. we quickly get her into the car and rush to the hospital. they take her back. addison calls josh to let him know we are here and all the boys are on their way. they finally gets here.
josh: is she ok?
addison: we don't know. her stomach was growling for minutes straight and then we woke her and she fainted
bryce: she'll be ok.
jaden: ya shes tough
josh: ya
mads: she wouldn't eat much though. has she been eating recently josh?
josh: shit!
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