noah: they said they saw him in the back of your video and thought he was funny and thought you guys were funny together. they want him too!
you: that's great!!
noah: ya! so we shoot in hawaii for a year-
you: wait. hawaii?? for a year?
noah: ya. we leave in a week
you: what?! no-
noah: i'm sorry ness. but we have to if you want the part
you: o- ok i'll go talk with bryce. thank you. bye
noah: bye
i hang up and stand there in a shock. leave in a week? hawaii? for a year?! i go to bryce's room. him and addion are sleeping. i go and shake him awake.
you: hey can we talk?
bryce: sure
he sleepily gets up and we go in the hallway.
bryce: what's up?
you: so my audition. i got the part
he hugs me
bryce: that's amazing!
you: don't tell anyone yet
bryce: ok
you: and another thing. they saw you in the back. they thought you were funny and wanna offer you a part too.
bryce: that's so cool! we will be in a movie with millie and noah!
you: ya
bryce: who do you look so upset? isn't this a good thing?
you: it's in hawaii
bryce: that's fun
you: for a year
bryce: oh. still fun ig *shrugs
you: we leave next week
bryce: oh. damn.
a few tears slide down my cheek and bryce hugs me.
bryce: listen. if your doing it. i'll do it too. i'm not gonna let you go alone
you: idk tho. i can't leave everyone. especially josh. and you can't leave addison
bryce: i think it would be good for our careers.
you: so we are doing it?
bryce: ya. when are we gonna tell them?
you: all together. when they are all awake ig?
bryce: ok
you: i'm fucking scared bryce. what if they hate us?
bryce: they should understand. it'll be ok.
you: i'm gonna go back to sleep til everyone gets up
bryce: ok me too
we go to our own rooms. i climb black into josh's arms with a few tears in my eyes. josh's eyes slowly open.
josh: baby? what's wrong?
he wipes my tears
you: it's just- i love you so much josh
jodh: i love you too baby
he kisses me gently and we both go back to sleep. about an hour later we go downstairs in the kitchen. everyone is in there. bryce looks at me and i nod.
bryce: nessa and i have something to tell you guys
they all look confused.
you: so i got the part
josh: i knew you could do it princess
charli: that's great!!
you: and bryce was in the back of the video
bryce: they thought i was funny and are offering me a part too
addison: that's amazing bryce!!
mads: wait why do you guys look upset?
jaden: shouldn't y'all be happy?
blake: i'm confused
you: so here's the thing. we film in hawaii.
charli: that sounds cool
bryce: for a year
jaden: oh.
mads: it's ok
you: a- and we leave n- next week
i look josh in the eyes when i say it. his mouth drops.
addison: w- what?
blake: seriously?
josh runs to our room. i start to cry
you: josh wait!
i run after him. he is sitting on the bed with his heads in his hands. i sit next to him and lean on him.
you: i'm so sorry josh. i don't wanna leave you
he looks at me and he's crying too.
josh: you didn't do anything. i want you to go. it'll be good for you. but i don't want to be without you
you: ik baby.
i kiss him and he deepens it. finally i pull away and lean my head against his. both still crying.
josh: i want you to go ok? and you'll have bryce there with you so that's a plus
you: ya if he doesn't drive me insane in the first two days
we both laugh a little.
you: and you can visit too
josh: ness. we both know if i visit it's gonna be even harder for me to leave
you: so a whole year without seeing you?
josh: i guess
we hug again
josh: right now we should celebrate. we can talk ab us later
i nod and peck his lips. we both go downstairs and everyone hugs me and bryce.
mads: we are so proud of you guys
jaden: y'all will do awesome
addison and josh are staying quiet
charli: i hope you two don't kill eachother
we all laugh.
jaden: let's do something fun today
bryce: like what?
blake: we should go skydiving
mads: dude i'm scared of heights
you: let's do it
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