his love

part 81

addison: we are doing a girls day
you: will you guys watch carson and jordan?
jaden: of course
blake: ya
bryce: i gotta learn how to ride a bike

we laugh and sit around for a bit. finally the boys watch my kids and i go to get ready. i shower and throw on some of josh's clothes and pull up my hair messily. i head downstairs.

you: ok i'm ready

we get in the car and drive to get our nails done. i get grey and white acrylics.

charli: ok i really want a tattoo
you: i'm in

we all agree we want one and go to the tattoo parlor next door. we decide to get infinity sighs in the inside of our middle fingers to match.

mads: these look really good!
addison: ik!

we talk ab what to do next

you: kinda feeling bold. what if i die my hair dark brown?
addison: that would look cute. i wanted highlights anyway
mads: i need a root touch up
charli: this sounds crazy but i wanna die they underparts of my hair dark blue and cut it short

we all agree to get our hair done. i ended up getting extensions too.

my hair

mads

charli

addison

we all compliment eachother and head to the mall. we shop all day and then go to dinner. we go to saddle ranch because i missed it so much.

you: this was so fun. i'm gonna miss this when we go back to canada. plus it's so warm here
mads: don't leave usssss
you: we still have a few days
charli: but stilllll

we eat and head home. it's 9 at night. i don't see josh or the kids so i go to the room and see josh sleeping. carson is sleeping on him and jordan is lying next to them watching tv. i sigh a little that he's sleeping. he's always sleeping now. i put my stuff for. and get ready for bed. i lay own next to josh.

josh: hey
you: hey

he doesn't even turn and look at me. no hug. no kiss. he just goes back to sleep. i just give up and fall asleep. i hear carson crying so it wakes me up.

josh: can you get her?!
you: sure josh

why is he being such a bitch?! i just get up and rock carson back to sleep. i'm too annoyed with josh so i just go lay on the couch and sleep leaving him with the kids. later i wake up to people talking

jaden: why are you sleeping on the couch nessa?
you: nothing. just pissed
bryce: why?
you: just shit

i get up and go upstairs to shower.

josh: hey baby
you: hi

i say blandly and go get my shower. once i come out i grab clothes and change.

josh: blake said you slept on the couch last night. why??
you: because i felt like it
josh: why?
you: can you just leave me alone for a bit josh??

he shuts up. i throw my hair up and pick up jordan leaving the room. i go downstairs and act not annoyed.

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