What a fucking weeb//some bullshit

9 3 0
                                    

In the 2004 film howls moving castle
Calcifier said
A hearts a heavy burden

And yes I know this sounds like an essay
But please go with it

A hearts a heavy burden
But of course no one fucking chooses it

No one takes it on
Decides to pick one up on the way home

And you can't exactly opt out either
You just forget how to use it
And it's impossible to relearn
Without some indirect assistance at least

So a hearts a heavy burden
Yes repetition once again

It's a brick of veins and emotional tax
Bullshit and overglorified capitalisation of the media
Social expectations and standards

Drama and lying
Truth and uncomfortable conversations
One sided affairs and shaky mergers
Contracts that end too soon and ones that hurt you
Well the ones that hurt you
Always go on too long

But

I'll be damned if having a heart isn't what makes us so human
And just so absolutely not as well

I say

If your own heart is such a burden
You are underestimating how much you can truly handle
And that you can learn to take it all in stride
With a bit of a curve to make up for learning time

And maybe the greatest burden is not the hearts of our own

But others who thrust theirs upon you
Expecting a graitifying response

Hearts are not the greatest burden
But rather the handling itself

Because a hurt heart hurts other hearts
The corniest truth

Both directly
Indirectly
Emotionally
And physically as well

How fucking deeply hurting
And burdening hearts are

Shit rant poemsWhere stories live. Discover now