Shit rant poems

She & Him//He

She kisses him
Him and his dry lips
He doesn't even react

She hugs him
Him and his drooped shoulders
He shrugs her away

He rolls his eyes at us
As if our friendship is somehow less
Than any friendship she or he has

But maybe it's not him

Its my jealously for her

That makes him in my eyes

A fucking creep

But I refuse to acknowlege that he

Would ever deserve her any more than I do

Him and his weird rapping

Shitty soundcloud tracks

Him and his dumb beanie
That probably covers his dandruff

Him in my classes
Awkward eye contact, fake pleasantries

Him over her shoulder as we text
I refuse to not hate him

Anything else would make it too real

This shit is already too tough

But I cannot be this petulant forever

I have to face more of the truth