Shit rant poems

Ego & Pride// Don't Vote For Me

With love dead

And god gone

I feel

That my motivations are all wrong

This is no longer about expressing me

But more about reads

Attention

Votes

Reality hit me please

Because I can't live like this

Hungry for attention

From online strangers

Whatever the internet drags in

To read my work

And praise me

Almost endlessly

What

A

Greedy

Little

Fuck

I

Am

God is dead

And I think I've killed him

With this irrational need of mine

Someone fucking fix me

And I can be serious again

So I can pop the little bubble I'm currently in

And burst my ego

And while that shrinks maybe so can my thighs

But thats just the voice

Of anxiety

Chiming in

Alas

I am fucked

With an inflated sense of pride

And a mouth

Agape with secrets

That hold poems

Full of sin

Things that can't get out

Not to my general public

Sometimes I wonder why I published them

If it's such a big deal

But

It doesn't matter because

My erroneously large bobble head

Will bring me around again

Like it always does

For fucks sake

Don't feed me

The ravenous vain beast