Shit rant poems

You'll Love Me//Maybe This Time

I like to dream

That

Maybe

This time around

you'll love me

And it'll be different

This time you'll love me

Because you'll be different

A different person that is

Because chasing her is heart wrenching

This time you'll love me

And it'll be fine

Maybe

This time you'll love me

And I'll be okay

I won't have to pretend

I daydream that

This time you'll love me

And we'll do all that cute & dumb couple shit

This time you'll love me

And we'll dance around the kitchen

Doing dumb shit and harassing the cereal

This time you'll love me

And we'll sing stupid songs together

That you'll hold my hand too

And even if were terrible

You eyes will still glow

All happy

I want that

So fucking badly

And I feel it terribly

I fucking need that

This time you'll love me

And kiss me passionately

Good morning and night

This time you'll  love me

And just cuddle till I'm ready

And when we sleep

This time you'll love me

And keep quiet when we're trying not to get caught

This time you'll love me

And be gentle

This time you'll love me

And make it last

And make it worth our time

Even though your always worth ours

And even if you take up mine anyway

But realistically

This time you'll like me

And see that i break my own heart

This time you'll see my flaws

You'll see

Just who the fuck I am

And I'll be learning it too

Because I think under under the surface

I'm fucking awful

You'll see that

And that I was just sick of being single

And you'll think thats why I'm dating you

Even though

There'll be love

And so much fucking more