Shit rant poems

I'll

I'll bleed out

Because I'm dying

I'll regret everything

Because I never realised you would stab that deep

I'll scream out

Because I'm in pain

And death is never quiet
In any sense

I cry out

To warn the rest

Because I soon won't be here

As

I died out

Years ago

Probably from meeting you

But it was more like

I

Experienced you

In death

Through an

Unimportant phase of my life

One of black and white heterochromia

It was

Painted memorable

Or you could say

Traumatic even

With a wispy little wave

Of a small determined brush

One that I call you

A spineless bitch

I'll remember you

Because

How could I forget

But

I'll never reminisce you

Because

Things were never positive

I'll never dream for you

Because I think I'm scared

And you're hellish in reality

I'll dream about you

Only sometimes

And it's always a nightmare

I'll never tell the story

For fear that the ears it would befall

Would once again be deaf or uncaring

Like yours

I'll never revisit us

Because there's nothing there

I'll never say anything back

Because you better not think about speaking

I'll never reach out

Even if you don't see that I don't want to talk

I'll never change my mind

My mind was never changed then either

Forcibly or pressured

I'll never be able to switch off feelings that weren't there

Because its impossible

I never loved you

It didn't just start and stop

I'll never love you

You're too much

But somehow never do enough