Shit rant poems

Serenity, The Actual Wish

When I'm feeling

Dumb

Numb
Dead

Tired

And

Lifeless inside

I wish you serenity

While people seem calm, together and never alone

I want them to continue doing so

Serenely

Where people function properly

In family

School

Socially

And in life

I think it should be somewhere

Serene

It seems only right

I don't have, want or enjoy

What other people do

And I'm never

What people think I am

Or who I want to be

But

Questions of

Are

What

Who

Why

Are my problem

And thinking about them

Isn't serenity

My way of dealing with anything

Has never been done

Serenely

And

With my family

Friends

Acquaintances

And nothings

Cannot be with me

Or function

In a place

That could ever be said

To be

Serene

I guess this is a question of

What the fuck

And

A statement of fuck serenity

Who knows

First let's let

Me sleep

Maybe then I'll get started

To rant

And bang on about clarity

Or maybe the rapidly declining quality

Of my words and being