sex lessons ~ mgc

Chapter 21

MICHAEL'S P.O.V

Revisiting the cornfield with Lauren brought back so many memories, I felt like everything that's happened between me and Lauren flashed in my mind as we walked through the cornfield together after our picnic, the good and the bad. The first day we properly met we came here, the day when I tripped over a tree stump. and then Luke turned up at uni and I had to pretend I didn't know Lauren.

The day we went to the town flashed in my mind, when I brought her phone and all she wanted to do was play flappy bird.

All the little things I have done with Lauren filled my mind, from the little coffee breaks together to the ridiculous Shakespeare texting in class.

All the literature debates, all the things we've said to eachother, the special moments we have shared, all crossed my mind. she's a nice girl and has given me stuff to remember I guess.

"Lauren?" I said as we walked through the cornfield, hand in hand, chuckling as we passed the haunting tree stump.

"Yeah?" she replied, looking at our surroundings.

I thought long and hard about the words about to escape my lips, trying as best as I could to form a coherent sentence, but I failed.

"It doesn't matter actually." I replied softly.

"Is something bothering you?" she asked kindly.

"No, no," I chuckled, "I just can't think of the right words."

She giggled softly and we stopped.

I cast my eyes down to her, she looked quite hot today.

I leaned my head down slightly so my lips were almost touching hers.

"I love you so much." I whispered against her lips, I have no clue what love feels like but I'm probably lying to her.

Her small hands reached up to the back of my head, pulling my lips onto hers softly.

Gently, my lips caressed hers, the kiss becoming deeper, I licked her bottom lip, the cherry tasting lip balm taking over my senses as her lips became slightly agape, allowing my tongue access into her mouth.

Her tongue padded against mine softly and cushioned against mine, my hands reaching for the small of her back, pulling her closer to me.

Our tongues lapped over eachother, small groans escaping from her mouth into mine before we pulled away to take a breath.

Her cheeks were slightly rosy and her stunning eyes look deep into mine.

"I love you Michael Gordon Clifford." She announced.

As we walked back to my parents, I thought about my initial task with Lauren.

The amount that she has ended up meaning to me is more than I thought, she's not a massive part of my life but she's fairly big. however; If I could go back to my old life I probably would -sleeping with random girls and using people, from my perspective it seemed more fun than being committed to one person.

"We were going to pop to town, do you want to join us or drop you home?" mum asked as we approached.

"Can you drop us home? I feel a bit uneasy." I lied. She nodded and I carried one of the picnic baskets back to the car.

"I hope you're excited for our alone time." I whispered to Lauren.

A small smile covered her slightly swollen, rosy lips and I put the basket in the boot of the car before climbing in the back with Lauren.