The Adventures Of A Lost Girl

I Won't

I got my pride, my self-respect
Need nothing more, want nothing less
'Cause all that I got should be enough to make it work
'Cause all that I want is to love and just be loved

Pan loved that you held onto your pride and self respect. You did not bow to him, you did not bow to the boys.

You bowed to no one.

You valued kind hearts and kind people, unfortunately, Pan thought he wasn't good enough for you.

I'll never let it go cause we can do this on our own
I'll never let it go, we have too much to let it fall
I'll never let it go cause we can do this on our own
I'll never let it go, we have too much to let it fall.

"Pan," You said gently opening up his treehouse door.

"What Y/N?" He sniffed from his bed.

"What's up Pan?" You sat by where he was at the end of his bed.

"I don't feel like i'm good enough." He looked up at you.

"Good enough for who?"

"You."

"Pan, you know what I taught myself three years ago?"

"What?"

"In order to be loved by others you have to love yourself first. Be proud of who you are, on this case you're evil in the dictionaries but with me, you're good. You have reasons behind your actions, you aren't one of those villains who are terrible just to be terrible."

"How can I be better moral wise?"

"Pan, are you changing for me or yourself?"

His silence answered you.

"Do not be better for someone else, have pride and self respect with how you lead your life. Don't base it off others."

"What if you inspired me to be better?"

"How would I have inspired you to be better?"

"You have so much pride, I wish I could have that."

"You can." You held his hand, "I'll help you." You squeezed his hand.

"I'd love that Y/N." He smiled genuinely for the first time in years.

And I won't let anybody tell me no
I won't take anything for granted
Cause I know that nothing good comes easy
If it did, I would't be me, let it go and let me do it cause
I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't
I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't

The boys looked at the two of you like you were crazy. You had just started up a garden (just vegetables really) to try to keep the boys on a healthy balanced diet to help them be better hunters.

"Why a garden Pan?" Felix asked.

Pan nodded at you, you stepped up, "vegetables help with a balanced diet and to make you boys better hunters and warriors."

"So to make us stronger?"

"Yes."

"Are you going to keep the garden well Pan?"

"Actually Y/N has an idea."

"The younger boys could do it, and they could also shop wood and eventually grow to be up there with you older boys."

"Like a training program?"

"Yes, it's how I learned half the skills I have, don't worry I'll be helping with the garden." You smiled reassuringly.

The older boys shrugged and looked at you like you were ballistic. The younger ones however, were excited.

I got my heart, my head up high
I will be strong, I will survive
Cause all of the hurt will wash away with the rain
And all that we've learned will be enough to shine again

"A girl teaching us knife techniques? Yeah okay." Felix scoffed.

"Watch yourself, I'll put you on kitchen duty." You snapped and crossed your arms.

"If anyone belongs in the kitchen it's you."

You swung behind you and grabbed a knife from the tree trunk stub behind you and chucked it at Felix.

It nicked his ear and stuck straight from the tree trunk you chucked it at.

You wish you had a camera to capture his shock and the other boys looks.

"Any other comments?" You smirked and crossed your arms.

There were no comments.

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