Too restless to care
Too restless to care
Focus focus
Remember remember
Scribbled lines
And faded words
Cracked glass
And sharp blades
Around
On all sides
Okay what did I do now
Another mistake
Say goodbye already
So I can disappear
Safe isn't safe
Careless
Isn't careful
Conclusions and ends
Jumping back and forth
Letters and letters
Keys and flying across them
Trying to say
Icons and glowing little screens
Pay attention
Not yet Not yet
Breathe breathe
Panicked and gone
Fearful
Tried so many
Routes
Too many
Too many
Get me out of this now
Put of this mindset
I'm sorry
For what
I don't know don't ask
More mistakes
Breathe and breathe
Tangles and spirals
Whirls and dots
Alone
Not
Together
Ended up
Somewhere
Somehow
I don't know how
Listen now
Obey now
Follow now
Exhausted
And tired
In and out
Around
Circles and loops
Crossing
All of it out
Highlight all the stars
Build up those fragments
Into something beautiful
A flickering fire
From the old dead
Ashes
Cold cold
Racing on
Head pounding
Soul leaving
Don't care
Won't care
Choking on those particles of
The dreams That were
Then weren't
Line after line
No more
No more
Empty magic
Gone are the books and pages and escape
Gone
Goodbye
Farewell
I don't expect to see you again
Light and warmth
Sparkles and sorrow
Mixed together now
Day night
Twilight dawn
Time drowning
Crashing
Zigzigging
Around the rest
That remains
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More thoughts. I was kinda desperate to be heard to convince me that I was feeling and that was okay. It will be though. Really. I'm not sure if that's for me or for the readers, but try to believe it.
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PoetryA collection of poetry, all written by me. Some of its kind of sad, and kind of dark. But it's all based, however loosely, on real life. A note before you read: I'm glad you're taking the time to read my poetry :). But before you do, I'd like to m...
