A random thought, out of nowhere,
Striking hard,
Unbalancing me,
Asking me why,
What my purpose is,
And why I'm still here
By now I'm used to this,
At least, you'd think I was,
But no
This life so far has been unremarkable,
Either not enough or too much
Or an overwhelming mess
It doesn't matter
Everything is coming undone no matter how hard I try,
And amidst it all,
Despite all the good that happens,
That has happened,
I still wonder
If life has been so unkind, so strange and so unfair,
Then what's stopping me from leaving it behind?
I wish I didn't feel like this
I wish I could say I was doing fine
So I write this now
Just hoping
That someday,
Somehow,
I'll find a way,
I'll find enough reasons to carry on,
But now,
I'm scared
I want to stay
But I don't know how to tell you how I feel
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The Original Poems
PoetryA collection of poetry, all written by me. Some of its kind of sad, and kind of dark. But it's all based, however loosely, on real life. A note before you read: I'm glad you're taking the time to read my poetry :). But before you do, I'd like to m...
