When the world's falling and my thoughts are, too, falling around me in broken shards,
Trying to stay focused,
But on what?
I'm already broken,
Nothing can heal it...
Unless-
But now...
I've got to stop,
Got to stop panicking at every small incident,
Got to stop waiting for people to leave me alone and then feeling scared when they do,
Got to stop doing things that only result in more pain
Got to stop-
Stop what?
Being myself in the only way I know how?
Or, heaven forbid,
Stop trying?
Even worse,
Stop living?
As terrible as it sounds,
I can't keep myself from wondering if that-
But no
We aren't wandering down that path tonight,
It's too dark
And, I think,
The light needs me tonight
But that doesn't matter,
I already fell to my knees,
Already asked for help,
Already...
Already what?
My own feelings even betray me,
Here I am wondering if I'm happy,
I still feel like it, partially,
But also sad,
I think.
Unless it's not so black and white?
I don't know but
I've got to stop
Wishing things were different
They aren't
I'm here,
I can't deal with it,
But I'm here,
For all the good that does
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PoetryA collection of poetry, all written by me. Some of its kind of sad, and kind of dark. But it's all based, however loosely, on real life. A note before you read: I'm glad you're taking the time to read my poetry :). But before you do, I'd like to m...