~Sorry~

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I told you I was sorry, 

It must have been about a hundred times or more. 

I spilled the truth, 

Acknowledged all my faults. 

I told you the truth, 

I said the words no one else could understand. 

But did I ever mean them in my desperation, when there was no where else to go? 

 I think I must have 

Does that mean I was insincere? 

And have I since rebelled, turned away from the path I know I'm supposed to walk? 

Have I turned my back on those who could have helped me out, shut out those who could have cared the most? 

Have I made a thousand mistakes over and over again? 

But how can I still be the same, I don't feel as though I am. 

Everything I thought I knew turned out to be all kinds of wrong. 

I find myself drifting, drifting, 

Only to fall back once moe. 

Maybe that's the right decision, but maybe I'll never know for sure. 

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