Guhai went directly to BaiLuoYin's grave. He bought BaiLuoYin's favorite dumplings on his way with two bottles of alcohol.
When he arrived, he dropped some of the alcohol on the floor and drink the rest.
He did the same for the dumplings. He put the flowers he bought in a vase that was in front of BaiLuoYin's picture in front of the grave and sat in front of it. "Baby." He managed to say. His voice was shaking you could tell he was in pain. "I bought your favorite. I made it myself. Seems like I got better at cooking." He was touching the grave like it was BaiLuoYin in front of him.
"Your dad has been living well, he's getting younger each day. Your brother is going to high school now, he's a smart guy like you. He sometimes reminds me of when you were in school. Oh and Lang died, he was really old. What else." He Said whipping his tears away.
"My business is going great, I have three investors coming today, one of them is from Taiwan. Yeng Meng is a police officer, but you know all that already." He Said laughing at the tough of it
"Oh and YoQi is a movie star now. You should see him acting, he's terrible."
It's like Guhai was a messenger for BaiLuoYin. Saying all this stuff would somehow make it less painful. He stayed there for about a few hours then. When he got up, it was almost 12:00. He got up,
"I'll come back again my love I have to help uncle and aunt take care of some things, and I also have to eat dinner with my father and your mom." He Said kissing the grave.
He got into his car and headed to BaiHanQi's new house.
After BaiLuoYin left he made sure that his father moved just in case Guhai would come by the house, but it didn't take long before Guhai find where they were living.
BaiHanQi and aunt Zhou was waiting nervously for Gu Hai to come. Every year, on that same day. BaiHanQi and the rest of the family would reunite to mourn the death of BaiLuoYin. Aunt Zhou didn't like the fact that they were lying to Guhai. She always felt guilty about him.
Guhai was standing in front of the door. He was having a flashback from when BaiLuoYin left him standing outside. He remembers every single detail from that day. He laughed just by the thought of it.
"Baby. You were such a fox." Guhai Said while tears falling down of his cheeks. He entered the courtyard. BaiHanQi and aunt Zhou was waiting for him to come.
"Uncle, Aunt." He Said.
Aunt Zhou was crying because she felt that Guhai was being wronged by them. She never likes the fact that BaiHanQi agrees to lie to Guhai, eve if BaiLuoYin is their son, Guhai was also like a son to them, Also having to do all that every year didn't seem like a good thing to do.
"You came," Aunt Zhou said reaching for Guhai's hand.
BaiHanQi stared at the boy in front of him, he could see the pain and the guilt in his eyes.
He wanted to tell him the truth for the past eight years, but he couldn't. He made a promise to his son and he had to keep it.
He could still remember the day his son come back to him. He was drowning in pain, his eyes were swollen from crying, his hand was full of blood because, during the accident, BaiLuoYin had to rip off the car door with his bare hand to take Guhai out. He couldn't sleep at night because he kept dreaming about the accident. He had felt guilty towards Guhai. Maybe he was responsible for what happened. He was thinking whether he had provoked Guyang somehow.
Guhai sat in front of a big picture of BailLouyin. It was a picture of BaiLouYin with his school uniform. The picture was black and white. Before BaiLuoYin left, he makes sure everything was in order, he didn't want Guhai to have any suspicion about him being alive. After BaiHanQi and Aunt Zhou finished paying their respect. They left the room living Guhai alone. Like always living Guhai alone to talk to his brother.
"This is not right." Aunt Zhou grabbed BaiHanQi's hand.
"How long do have to lie to him about that. He was good for us. I can't help but feel guilty."
"I know, every year we have to pretend that my son died. This is not the best feeling." BaiHanQi holding Aunt Zhou's hand says.
"But he asks us to do it, that's the least we can do. I just wish that BaiLuoYin's mom and her husband would tell him."
"You think they will." Aunt Zhou glared at him. He let go of his and started walking away.
"They are the cause of all this. If only they had let them live in peace. What parents do that to their children. I just hope BaiLuoYin would come soon and tell the truth to that poor boy."
"Stop talking nonsense. It's no one's fault, it's just their destiny." BaiHanQi said regardless of what happened, no ones were at fault.
Guhai places the flowers he had bought in front of the picture frame. He bowed three times and got up.
He went outside and walked towards where Aunt Zhou and BaiHanQi was standing.
"Uncle, are you going now." Referring to BaiLuoYin's grave.
"I'll go later, you should go now." He looked away from Guhai. He couldn't bear to look at him. He was afraid he might betray his son.
"I'm sorry uncle." Guhai Said.
"Don't be, it's not your fault this is what was supposed to be done," BaiHanQi Said patting the boy's head. Guhai enters BaiLuoYin's room which was now Aunt Zhou's son's room. He sat on the bed he was hoping that BaiLuoYin would enter the room and pushed him off the be.
Some crazy memories.
"Live life to its fullest, the future may not be the best."