Nicole
"Look I can explain, just give me a moment." Jacob said
"What is there to explain?" I said
"Look Melanie doesn't mean anything okay."
"BULL FUCKING SHIT!" I yelled, standing up. People looked over at us because of my outburst.
"Can you please calm down?"
"NO WHAT THE FUCK? YOU CHEATED ON ME, AND I'M YOUR WIFE!"
Jacob stood and began walking over to me. I quickly took off my heels, and ran up out of the restaurant. Jacob began chasing after me, but I just sped up my movements. I called a cab and put back on my heels as I waited on it. Jacob wasn't home when I arrived, so I took the opportunity to grab my work clothes and went into a guest room.
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August 22th
I quickly got ready for work just to avoid Jacob. I grabbed breakfast at Denny's and made my way to Chris's house. His mama greeted me at the door, and I went straight to his room. When I walked in his dogs jumped down from the bed, and began sniffing at my feet. They're tails were waging and went I sat on Chris's bed they stood on their hind legs on both sides of my legs. I reached down and lightly stroked their fur.
"What's wrong?" Chris said
"Nothing don't worry about it."
"Okay you ready to start now?"
"Yeah sure we're going to try and to get you stand 30 times again."
I avoided all eye contact with Chris. I just wanted to get home and try and fix my marriage. When we finished the exercises, I helped him back on the bed. When I was getting ready to walk away from the bed, Chris grabbed my hand.
"What do you want?" I said, angrily
"Well damn, I was going to ask if you wanted to go out to eat." He said, looking at me like crazy.
"Umm... I'm married that wouldn't be very appropriate."
"Look chile I'm offering food, I'm not asking you to suck my dick."
"Okay but don't even try nothing."
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When we got our food he began talking about all sorts of interesting topics. Surprisingly the paparazzi hadn't shown up yet.
"If I was woman I bet I would pull more niggas than you." He smirked
"So you think about being a woman?" I laughed
"Nah because I figured since I'm sexy now, I'd be a cute as female."
"Yeah Christopher it doesn't work that way. More importantly who told you that you were sexy?"
"Shit half of my fans. But I couldn't be a woman because y'all be smelling a tuna and shit, with all that blood coming out ya vaginas."
"Who? You're not referring to me because I never smell like fish. Most importantly why are you messing with girls who smell like fish?"
"See I was on stage performing, and this girl threw her dirty panties up. Needless to say it scarred me for life."
I shook my head at him, "You should've threw them back in the crowd." I laughed
"My whole arm would've turned black, and probably would have need to be amputated. Then I wouldn't be able to walk and would be missing and arm too."
"Christopher you're too much, but are you ready to go yet or what?"
"Yeah been ready."
When we made it outside there was several paparazzi men surrounding us. It was hard trying to help Chris back into my car.
Chris is this the woman you cheated on Haley with?
Are you guys dating?
When do you think you'll be walking again?
Is your life always this chaotic?" I said, when I finally got in the car.
"Yeah pretty much I just learned to ignore them."
I made sure Chris was back in the house safe and sound. Then I went to my house, which no longer felt like home. I wasn't really in the mood to make dinner for my two timing husband. I was nothing but good to Jacob, I just couldn't figure out why he would cheat on me. So I just brushed my hair into a half up half down ponytail. I got so me potato chips from the kitchen, and went back up to the bedroom to watch tv. My phone vibrated, indicating I had a text message.
Makayla: I c u getting cozy with CB! 😜
Me: Lmao what r u talking about?
Makayla: It's all over the Internet of pics of u & him @ that restaurant
Me: Yeah that was innocent we just ate that's it!!!
Makayla: Something tells me you LIKE Chris now😮
Me: yea he's actually cool now
Makayla: c I told u but he was a "woman beater" tho
Me: ok maybe I was wrong about him.
Makayla: what was that? Can u repeat that? 👂🏽
Me: bye Kayla ttyl 😐
Makayla: 😂😂 bye girl 😄
"So can we forget this ever happened?" Jacob said, sitting on the bed.
"What kind of shit is that?"
"Well I'm pretty sure you had sex with Chris Brown."
"Excuse me motherfucker? I know ya ass didn't just say that."
"Well y'all went out to eat and you always at his house."
"He offered for one, two that's my freaking job. So now you think it's okay to cheat, because you think I did. Un- fucking- believe able I'm done with you." I said, walking down to the kitchen
Seconds later I heard a thud of heavy foot steps behind me. I just ignored them because I was beyond pissed at this point. The fact that he doesn't show any type of remorse for what he's done to me says a lot.
"SO WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?" He yelled, and snatched my arm back.
I snatched my arm away, "DON'T YOU EVER GRAB ME LIKE THAT AGAIN!" I yelled back
"SO WHAT ARE YOU SAYING." He repeated but got louder.
"WHAT I'M SAYING IS THAT YOU CAN HAVE THAT BITCH! I WANT A FUCKING DIVORCE."
"WELL YOU'RE NOT GETTING A DIVORCE."
That last phrase set me off. I grabbed drinking glasses and glass plates and began chucking them at him.
"YOU SAID YOU LOVE THAT BITCH RIGHT? WELL WHY DON'T YOU BE WITHT THAT BITCH THEN! LET THAT BITCH DEAL WITH YOUR CRAZY ASS."
"I'm not crazy." He whisper yelled
"YES THE FUCK YOU ARE!"
He rubbed at the sides of his forehead. Then froze as he was in deep thought. He started shaking his head and mumbling as he was talking to someone. But he was barely audible so he clearly wasn't talking to me.
"I'm not crazy!" He whispered again
"WELL BITCH YOU AIN'T SANE!" I yelled louder.
He bum rushed me and he wrapped his hands around my neck. I was struggling to suck air into my lungs. It was as if my heart was beating out of my chest. Time was slowing down, and it was getting real dark all of a sudden.
"BITCH I SAID I AIN'T CRAZY!" He said, tightening his grip on my throat.
I kicked and I kicked him while trying to pry his hands off my neck. But nothing worked, the lack of oxygen was getting to me. Seconds later I everything went black.
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