Anjana's narration :
"why don't you use this chance ?" questioned Pavan.
"will he say yes ?" I asked him. "who knows ? give it a shot " said pavan. Its been almost 4 months since I saw my parents. Even though I'm a grown up, sometimes the kid inside me comes out who is ready to run to their parents once the school gates are opened. Nothing could be as heavenly as a small warm hug from your mom combined with her soothing words saying "o my baby" which clears all the tensions and stress. And I'm craving for it right now !
Christmas was on saturday and if I take leave for 2 days before christmas ,then I would get 2 more holidays which are official and not counted as leaves. I didn't realise this until pavan gave this idea. I went to Achyuth sir's cabin to take permission. I know the wonderful luck I have - always plays hide and seek. But this time I hope it will surrender without making me run behind it.
He was seriously involved in his work on the laptop. I told him that I want leave for 2 days. He said ok without asking me any other question.I was surprised to see him agree without any arguments. But my surprise became uncertain when he called me back, when I was about to leave his room. "So you asked me for leave on Thursday and Friday. Will you come on saturday ?" he asked after noticing the conversation properly. I smiled slowly and said, "well saturday is christmas and sunday is anyway a holiday sir. So ill...." "So you will come on Monday right ?" he completed my sentence before I could answer. "Yes sir" I said. "Okay ! escaping wisely" he said staring at me with a wild smile.
I came out literally jumping on my toes and thanked pavan for his timely free advise. "thank me with a treat" he asked. "done " I said and asked him " don't you want to go home ?" "Now ? I have no sibling like you. what should I do at my home ?" said pavan. "you know sometimes having siblings is also boring !" I said. "why akka (big sister) your brother doesn't entertain you well?" he asked. "he irritates me a lot " I said. "you should be glad that atleast you have somebody " he replied. I could read the lonely kid deprived from an ideal family from his voice.
With the happiness touching the burj khalifa I went to my home. My granny as usual filled my tummy with all her sweets. My father started walking slowly with a stick and was getting rid of bed sores. "your classmate keerthi got a job in some company with a package of 25 lakh/ annum. last week I met her mother at the grocery store and she already started to showoff " said my mom.
For few seconds I was disconnected from the world and thought about keerthi when we were studying together. She was an average student and was neither regular to classes nor punctual. Nobody would expect her to achieve something of this kind. " if our Anju had continued her studies she would have a good job like keerthi. One storm made our lives upside down after which darkness is the only path left for us" sighed my mom. " Lakshmi ! don't think that we'll remain in this darkness forever. One day we all will get to see that beautiful bright day,wait for it. Now stop telling all this Tv serial stories and give her some hair massage" said my granny trying to build up the hope
The next day, I saw something which I never ever expected and thought that I would experience in my life. My brother took my laptop for some work and gave it back to me. By chance the HISTORY revealed a mistery which got on my nerves. At this age a 17 year old Indian boy who should be preparing for his board exams and entrance exams got out of his track and took a wrong path and was watching porn. This disturbed me more than my father's condition.
Why can't he see a helpless father fighting his illness ? Why can't he see a mother who is sewing day and night till her heels cry in pain ? why don't he notice my grandmother who is finding all possible ways to support my bedridden father ?
And why did he forget about a sister who went thousands of miles struggling to save each and every penny she is earning, expecting his brother to get into a good college and have bright future. I was furious, frustrated , fallen and bursted upon him in fury without the knowledge of my parents.*******
After 4 days I came back to my routine life and one bad news was waiting for me! we were alloted night shifts for 2 continuous weeks. However keeping all my laziness aside, I finished 14 days and on the last day I had to come back to morning shift without a day off. I was completely burnt out after the night shift and was not in a mood to work the next morning. Bed and sleeping on it were the only 2 things that circulated in my mind the entire day. I was just waiting for the day to finish, so that I could run and hug my bed.
"Are you coming in or not ?" I heard someone screaming which made my dozy eyes open wide. Instead of going in I made people inside the elevator wait,by standing outside the door drowning in drowsiness. Achyuth sir was standing right infront of me in the middle of the elevator. "sorry sorry " I apologized and quickly stepped inside.
On the way back to hostel in the metro, I managed to sit on a seat, that had very little space.There's no chance to move an inch as it is heavily packed with people from all sides and even a slight movement could give me blows and hits from peoples elbows, bags and shoes. Several thoughts started striking my mind.
My moms words somewhere did effect me. If a girl like keerthi who is not much talented than me can get a whooping package, then why not me ? In this world where money becomes the only yardstick to measure one's success and the amount of respect you earn is dictated by the wealth you possess, then where do I stand ? Am I worthless ? Or maybe I'm underestimating myself ? I'll complete my first year as an employee in this office by the next week. And if I look back, what did I achieve ? working like a night owl dead tired to earn this small figure of salary ?
What if I have to work like this for the rest of my life just the same way? I'm trapped inside this metro, sitting but no freedom to relax and no privilege to breathe comfortably. What if I can take another road where I have no pressure to live upto people's expectations, and without any tensions? what If I dare to move out of this work, in the same way like I dare to move from this seat in this train ? will I get hit the same way in my life ?
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