Used To This

~What Do I Do With The Events?~

Camila's P.O.V.

Sunday, as usual is family day. Today according to Shawn he would be taking Skyler and I to a very fun and thrilling place but it would be indoors and not that heavy compared to the rock climbing and heavy workout things we did in the past. He said we would just enjoy each other's company, probably laugh from happiness at the place where he will take us.

The wedding is actually getting so much closer that I feel so nervous and worried about how that day might turn out, there were several bad possible scenarios that came into my mind at this moment but I chose to be positive and to erase them all from my mind. I don't feel thinking about them because if I focus on them it would only slowly come true, so nope, I wouldn't internalize on it at all.

Aside from being nervous and worried about the wedding, I couldn't help but feel so excited and happy now that Shawn and Skyler's birthday is nearer and will come first before that wedding. This is the first time that they would be going to celebrate their birthday not alone as they finally found someone who shares the same birthday as them.

Skyler was so thrilled about celebrating his birthday with his dad, he's so excited just by thinking that he and Shawn would grow on year older then they both were. He said that it'll probably be one of the most memorable birthday he'll ever have because he's with me and he's with his father, we would be a complete family.

It was that one thing that he really did wish for all his birthday and he jut revealed it to me a few days ago when we had a heart to heart conversation before falling asleep. I didn't know how much he actually wished to meet and have his father by his side until he was able to meet Shawn...

So far it's already 9 in the morning which means Skyler and I had slept in, it's quite our normal wake up time when we have no work or classes. As in we really sleep until the afternoon but these days Skyler and I don't do that because he's more excited in spending some time with Shawn than actually resting and being with me.

Just last night, Skyler had crawled into my bed saying that he needs to be with me for the last time as probably when Shawn and I get married he wouldn't be able to cuddle with me on bed. I told him that it would actually even be more cute now that he has two of his favorite people who can cuddle him to sleep if ever Shawn and I gets married.

We would be able to crush him as he sleeps peacefully in both of our arms, I have no idea if Shawn wants to lie beside me or if he wants to lie beside Skyler because if that's the case then our son would take the middle part of the bed. We really would look so crazy, sleep so crazy if that's the case.

The moment I opened my eyes I was meet by Skyler's cute sleeping look, he was lying on his side, facing me as he buries his head on my chest. He looked so much cute that I couldn't help but to grab my phone on the nightstand, making sure that he wouldn't wake up even with my slightest movement before I snaped a picture of him.

His lips were puckered, seemingly asking for a kiss which he always had even when he was a baby. His arms were just settled under and above the pillow while his legs looked like a havoc not knowing where they should go, he had his legs spread apart just like when he was a baby!

"Rise and shine pequeño guerrero (Little warrior)!"

It was then that I had decided to finally wake him up, 9 o'clock is the usual time when Shawn would arrive here to pick us up and head to wherever he planned to take us. He didn't tell me the full details last might but he definitely have good descriptions so cross fingers that I would enjoy the day today instead of getting so much tired.

I kissed Skyler all over his face, loving the way he slowly stirred in his sleep with that small smile he has before he finally opened his eyes. Those warm brown big orbs bore to me in question for a few minutes before he started to recognized me then flashed me that handsome smile he has.