It was just a rainy day which means it's a lazy day & we all get together and go to Ansel's house to watch movies, play video games & eat all his food at his house. Me, Rachel and Zack was over his house early as 9am. Rachel and I made breakfast for the boys & then we watched movies. Ansel had been sleep & literally ever since he finished breakfast he's been sleep. Our friend Joe stopped by so Zack & him can play video games and basically whatever guys do.
We were all in Ansel's basement relaxing. I'll admit I'm getting sleepy but for some reason I can't sleep. Ansel was laying next to me on my right as he slept. Rachel was to my left & we were talking.
"Have you and anz you know....talked?" Rachel asked
"No. I haven't said anything" I said
"Are you going to tell him how you feel?" Rachel asked
"That's a good question..i don't think I will..I don't want things to get messed up between us" I said honestly
"Are you ok with that?" Rachel asked
"It doesn't look like I'll have a choice to be honest " I said
"We all have choices y/n" Rachel said
"Sometimes I just put my hope in fate & hope it falls in my favor" I said
"I hope it all works out" Rachel said
And as if on que he woke up. He was just looking around & stretching his 6'4 figure.
"Well good morning " I said jokingly
Ansel just looked at me & then placed his head in my lap. I ran my fingers through his soft hair.
"You been sleep for so long" I said
Ansel didn't say anything he just closed his eyes & relaxed as I ran my fingers through his hair. After awhile
Of his he decided to get up & I was happy because I needed to pee. I had to go upstairs to use the bathroom that's closer to the kitchen because Rachel was in the closest bathroom. So I left & did my business. when I came out I saw Ansel sitting there getting snacks.
"Y/n come here please" Ansel asked
"Whatsup sleepyhead"I said walking over to him
"I have some lemons for you" Ansel said knowing that's my favorite fruit
"Thanks...can I have some now?" I asked excited. Ansel just answered me by taking them out & cutting them up for me. He handed them to me & took them from him.
"Thank you Anssie" I said calling him by his nick name.
I was about to go back downstairs but Ansel pulled me to sit on his lap. He just wanted to lay his head on me. When he's tired he is clingy especially to me. He always does this so I'm use to it. Right now it just kind of threw me off a second.
"Are you feeling ok?" I asked
"I'm ok..I'm really really tired" Ansel said then yarns
"Awww"I said at him being cute then rubbing his back.
"What were you & Rachel talking about?" Ansel asked sheepishly
"Just girl talk" I said keeping calm in a potential corner of telling my feelings
"Ooo...before I opened my eyes I heard your voice.....you said something about fate & it was like wait what that's very deep & then I thought like what are you both talking about?" Ansel says slowly getting to the point he was trying to make & it was making me nervous
"Your so silly" I said
"I know....did you take a nap?" Ansel asked
"No I couldn't" I said
"Are you going to sleep over?" Ansel asked
"Umm.........did you want me too?" I asked
"Only if you want too" Ansel said & then yarned loudly.
"Rachel & Joe are staying over" Ansel said thinking it will persuade me.
"So are you going to stay?" Ansel asked then looking at me with a puppy dog face.
"Yeah...ill stay" I said simply
After begging me & me finishing my lemons. I was really starting to feel sleepy. Everyone wanted to watch a movie. Zack had to leave to go meet his girlfriend so then there were 4. Ansel and I cuddled watching the movie. I ended up falling asleep during the movie. Once it was over I felt blankets covering me. I woke up & it was Ansel laying next to me.
"The movie is over?" I asked
"Yeah...you were sleep the whole time" Ansel said
I just remained quiet. I then cuddled deeper into his sides.
"Y/n ?" Ansel called me
"Yes" I said
"I'm glad your here...I missed you" Ansel said
"I missed you...I missed this...you know us cuddling & stuff" I said
"I like cuddling with you..& that won't change.....Y/n" Ansel said
"Yes?" I said
"I hope you don't ever be afraid of fate......or of me" Ansel said
"Afraid?" I said
"Don't be" Ansel said . I just stayed silent because I can't say anything & I won't. Ansel just took a deep breath & then we went to sleep. I thought about what he said but I just can't bring myself to tell him. I just can't.
