i woke up and realised.
"fuck" i muttered. riley was sleeping next to me. shit.
i got up, put an oversized sweater and underwear on and tidied my room. i then went to the bathroom, peed and changed. i couldn't believe we'd done it. i let riley sleep and went downstairs. it was four o clock. brendon had just come in from the studio and sarah was doing laundry.
"why'd you change your clothes?" sarah asked me.
"i wasn't feeling it" i lied.
"shes hiding the fact that her and riley fucked" brendon said.
"shhhh!" i exclaimed.
sarah laughed in response.
"it was a mistake. she admitted she still had feelings for me a-and it just sorta happened!" i gabbled.
"you still like her" brendon teased me. "if you didn't, you would have said no"
"i-i don't!" i stammered.
"whatever you say alexa" brendon giggled. i went slightly red.
"why was it a mistake? was it bad?" sarah teased me.
"no! it was amazing! the fact that we-" i noticed they were laughing at me.
"okay fine! i still like her!"
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high hopes | brendon urie
Hayran Kurgu"if i killed myself tonight, the stars would still appear, the sun would still come out, the earth would still rotate, the seasons would still change, so why not brendon?" tw mental health, sexual assault, self harm, suicide attempts, homophobia
