"whats your sexual orientation?" i read. i was live streaming with penny lane while twenty one pilots was playing in the background.
"im bisexual" i said. i got so many comments saying:
omg bi queen!
we stan a bi legend!!
does brendon know??
YASSS YOUR BI!
ngl you look gay
how did you come out?
"me, brendon and sarah were going to get ice cream and i asked if i could bring my girlfriend. at first they were shocked as they thought i was dating someone in school - it was my first day. then i explained i'd been dating her for six months. then i told them i was bi" i explained.
"how many people have you dated? one person" i responded.
"do you like billie eilish? i love her"
"if you could have a tattoo what would it be and where? uh im not sure maybe a song lyric?"
"do you want any piercings? i want my triples and a cartilage"
"do i-AHHHHH!" i screamed as brendon jumped at me - taking me by surprise. my phone fell as he whirled me around. he set me down and bursted out laughing.
"what was that all about!?" i exclaimed, folding my arms.
"i don't know. you just look so beautiful. i couldn't resist" he told me. my cheeks flushed pink. my giggling habit turned into this.
"i dropped my friends!" i picked the phone up and saw the comments were spazzing up.
"do i hate being bi? uh fuck out of here because i fucking love being bi" i said, standing up. "atta girl" brendon said as i ended the stream. "hows life?" i asked.
"im bored" he sighed.
"i thought you were watching a movie" i said.
"it got boring. hey lets hang out!" he jumped. "and do what?" i asked.
"hug" without any warning he squeezed the shit out of me.
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high hopes | brendon urie
Fanfiction"if i killed myself tonight, the stars would still appear, the sun would still come out, the earth would still rotate, the seasons would still change, so why not brendon?" tw mental health, sexual assault, self harm, suicide attempts, homophobia
