Serious A/N

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So, I'm kinda in a depressing mood right now? I'm probably gonna look back at this A/N and be like "Pfft, that was dumb if me" But right now, I just need to talk real to you all. About my life outside of Wattpad.

So, in real life I live in a three story house in Fort Collins Colorado. Don't know why that was important but oh well. I go to a middle school in 7th grade and It's not my favorite thing. I don't have many friends. I do, but they're not close friends. I do sit with people at lunch but I never really talk. But when I do talk to them, it's nice! But I just wish I had some true friends in the real world.

Back in New Mexico I had lots of friends (in elementary school). I was kinda popular and I knew everyone in my grade! I had lots of friends and everyone loved me but that disappeared in middle school.

My best friend I've ever had (let's call her...A). Me and A had a lot in common and we were best friends! (she was a girl btw lol). She didn't DIE or anything like some people went through. We just grew apart when middle school came around. And I don't have her number and she doesn't even know I moved away. I wonder where she is now. Probably not having a good life, she always talked about how hard it was at home.

Anyway, what the point of this A/N is just...am I happy with the life I'm living? I mean, my internet life is amazing but my real life, in the real world. I don't know...

I know it could be worse for me, but it could be better. My dad is getting paid well and my family loves me (I think) but still, my school life is hard. In the future I'm dreaming of getting a lover and having a perfect life but that's only a dream and it most likely won't be true.

I don't know if I'm depressed or not. Probably not. My life isn't complete shit. I at least have a roof over my head.

I just wish someone like me was somewhere near by. But there isn't, sadly. Though I did see a drawing of Zane on the school wall haha.

Okay yeah. I'll go now and do something  that makes me happy.

I got this app that allows an animal to walk across your screen

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I got this app that allows an animal to walk across your screen. ฅ'ω'ฅ

It's called Hellopet btw

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It's called Hellopet btw.

Okay...bye!

~Rylie (Idk why I used my real name)

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