Chapter 48

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Lukes PoV

I have to admit. I loved being in churches. Even if I was a reject. My mothers religious ways had rubbed off into me and I felt slightly comfort. Being in a place where the man who fucked me up was worshipped made me feel like I was showing off his mistake. I like to think as Mary as my actual mother, since mine failed as one. Mary was who I looked to even though in this world I belonged down under the ground, with all the other mistakes.

But that wasn't what was burning though my mind. It was aurora. I didn't know why but after my dream I've had a weeks feeling towards her. I want her, for me, not for my desire, but for my comfort, yet I wanted to rip her apart limb by limp and see her from the inside.

It was a crazy and fucked up feeling which I was struggling to managed. My subconscious was letting out a feeling I didn't know I could feel.

Aurora was still sat, her face numb of emotion. I ignored her and walked though the ale of empty chairs and to the front part, which help a collection of story's made from stain glass. I kept walking until I reached a painting of Mary.

I looked up at her pure face and sighed. I didn't understand what I was feeling.

Having these weird feelings towards aurora felt so wrong get so right

I looked deep into Mary's eyes.

(Hellfire from the hunch back of Notre dame but changed to fit, do listen to the song as you read it's a good song tbh)
Beata Maria (blessed Mary I think)
You know I am a righteous man
Of my virtue I am justly proud

Beata Maria
You know I'm so much purer than
The common, vulgar, weak, licentious crowd

Then tell me, Maria
Why I see her dancing there
Why her smold'ring eyes still scorch my soul

I feel her, I see her
The sun caught in her mouse hair
Is blazing in me out of all control

Like fire
Hellfire
This fire in my skin
This burning
Desire
Is turning me to confusion
It's not my fault

I'm not to blame

It is the one that got away
The bitch who sent this flame

It's not my fault

If in God's plan

He made the devil so much
Stronger than a man

Protect me, Maria
Don't let this siren cast her spell
Don't let her fire sear my flesh and bone
Destroy Aurora
And let her taste the fires of hell
Or else let her be mine and mine alone

Hellfire
Dark fire
Now bitch, it's your turn
Choose me or
Your pyre
Be mine or you will burn

God have mercy on her

God have mercy on me

But she will be mine
Or she will burn!

(Thought I'd add a song for effect)

I turned back around the face her.

I was going to have her. For me. For my comfort and desire. Forever and ever. She wasn't going to leave me, she'll be mine and mine only

That sounds perfect. And no one will take her from me.

Ever.

Not even death will tear us apart.

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