She kissed my forehead and my heart flattered as she started to sing.
I was not so happy being lonely
Living without you
So I prayed so hard for your love
In my heart I needed you
Then I looked up in the sky
And I'm thinking why oh why
These are all the many changes in my life
Her voice was so beautiful that every words coming out from her mouth seemed to stuck in my mind. She was so sincere. I could feel the butterflies in my stomach making their way out of my mouth. I looked around, we were in our own world again. Full of colours and butterflies.
After all the caring and the laughter
No one else like you
I am not a preacher with a sermon
I'm so in love with you
'Cause to live without your love
Like the sun that shines above
Is the magic of the changes in my life
She pulled us into a sitting position while still singing. "Bakit ang cheesy mo ngayon?" Nakangiti kong tanong at yumakap sa balikat niya. She shook her head and didn't stop from singing. "Babe, nagpapamiss ka ba lalo?" Tanong ko ulit.
"Sing with me my love." She sweetly whispered making me chuckle and sing with her.
And I'll never forget your love
You and I
We were meant to be
Sweet as rain falling from the sky
You and I
These are all the many changes in my life
Are we really meant to be? Positive.
"Bakit naiiyak ka?" Takang tanong niya na nag pakunot ng noo ko. "Halla siya!" Dagdag pa niya kaya natampal ko siya ng mahina sa pisngi.
"Ang yabang! Kakagising ko kaya po ako naluluha."
"Nag deny na naman siya oh... Tapus mamaya iiyak na yan."-Alyssa
"Hindi nga ang kulit!"
"Weh? Totoo? Bakit namumula na yang mata mo?" Natatawang tanong niya at tinuro pa ang mga mata ko. Sumimangot lang ako. "Oh ano? Naiiyak ka talaga eh. Bakit?"
Hindi ako sumagot at tumawa ng mahina, kaso iba ang kinalabasan. My body shook lightly as I sobbed and laughed. "Hate you! Stop it." I murmured and wiped my cheeks.
"Kakantahan nalang ulit kita. Ano bang gusto mo?"-Alyssa
"Ikaw."
"Huh?"-Alyssa
"Ikaw gusto ko." Ulit ko habang nakatitig sa mga mata niya. Tumawa ito ng pilit at saka nag iwas ng tingin. "Oh? Bakit hindi ka makatingin? Nakakahawa ba ang pag iyak ko?"
"Ramdam kita. Ramdam kong mamimiss mo ako ng sobra." Kakamot kamot niyang sabi. "Dennise Michelle, bakit ba napaka iyakin mo?"
"Pasalamat ka nga iniiyakan kita. Sayo lang naman eh."
"Halata nga. Kahapon sobrang seryoso mo lang ah? Anyare ngayon? Huwag masyado uy! Mamiss mo ako lalo, baka hindi ka makabalik ng buhay dito!" Sinubukan kong pick upin ang biro niya pero mas lalo lang akong napaiyak.
Oa na kung oa, but you can't blame me. 8 months din kaming mag kasama. Nasanay din naman ako, hindi lang siya. Ganun naman pag seryoso ka sa isang relasyon diba? Kahit ayaw mong masanay masasanay at masasanay ka. Lalo na pag sobrang dami ng nangyari sa pagitan niyong dalawa.
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Start from the beginning
