"It's All In The Past." (GRA) *In Edit*

I Never Had A Choice...

Vikk's POV

I know what he was thinking. And I know he meant it with the best of intentions. And I can't blame him for thinking that. He has already made it so clear that he really likes me. Wants to be with me. And I know he would never intentionally hurt me. So why do I feel so bad? Everything proves that he is just helping out his friend. Granted Jay should have realised it was Natalie sitting there. But... Is that why I feel so bad. Because of him. He wouldn't have done it intentionally. I remember how everyone was looking at him. As if he was a horrible person. Did it on purpose. But he had a look of fear on his face the whole time.

"Vikk. Are you ok?"

"Hm?"

"Josh and I have been trying to get your attention for a few minutes."

"Sorry was just thinking."

"What about?"

"You."

"Oh."

"Me."

"Vikk?"

"Josh."

"MICHAEL!"

I just laughed at him. He was such a strange person.

"What? I wanted to be included in the naming ceremony you guys had going on."

"Your still a kid aren't you Micky?"

"That depends will daddy Zerkaa be there for me?"

"Oh fuck that's creepy. Let's agree not to say that again."

"No guarantees."

My best friend is like a dad to us. And my boyfriend has a personality that fluctuates from being a mature adult to an innocent child in an instant. He is so unpredictable. But that's why I am falling in love with this guy. You never really know what he will say or do. It just happens. It's like he has no real thought process. If it happens. It happens. If it happens and it fucks up. Ah well shit happens.

"We are landing soon."

"Oh really. That was a quick flight."

"No you were just asleep for a lot of it. Josh and I had been up a while."

"How long?"

"I'd say a few hours at least?"

"Yeah that seems about right.

We were sitting down waiting for the plane to land as we talked about not a lot of important stuff. Just mainly trying to find a good time for Michael to go home. When it would be. What he would need to do while he was back home with us. We still weren't sure. The plane finally landed and we waited for everyone to get off before we were able to move. Though we finally had the chance to leave.

"I have good news and bad news. The good news is that Simon and is on his way. The bad news is the wind is howling like fuck. So he could be late."

"He better be careful."

"He will be Micky. Trust me. He isn't stupid."

We grabbed some food and waited for him inside. After we had finished up. Josh and Michael decided to wait near the entrance. I really needed to pee. So I found the closest toilet. I couldn't help but wonder about the others. Michael isn't close to Jay to help him if he is having a moment. I still felt angry about him. But I don't know why. I finished what I needed to do and headed towards the entrance and met up with Josh and Michael.

Bing

I heard Josh's phone go off just as I walked up to Michael and put my arms around him and kissed his cheek. He shifted a little and put his arms around me. I couldn't help but smile. I may have doubts about Jay. But I love this kid.