I'll Follow You (GirlxGirl)

33. I AM ANGRY!

"Hunter?" I wake up to the sound of my name by my favorite voice.

"Hi, honey." I say as I take her hand and drag her down on me on the couch.

"Hunter!" She laughs and smile as I kiss her forehead.

"Missed you." I tell her holding her tight as I breathe her in.

"I have missed you, Hunt." She smiles and kiss my neck. It's been a couple of days since I saw her and I am so happy to see her, always is.

"W-where are the boys and the twins?" I wonder, and meet her sorry eyes. It makes me swallow hard as I feel the disappointment in my heart. Two days and they are not here with her.

"I'm sorry Hunter. They are with my parents to the zoo," She explains and cup my cheek.

"Ethan and Nathan really wanted and..."

"It's okay, as long they have fun." I smile, but Sky is not convinced. She leans up to kiss my cheek.

"Hunter, don't lie to me." She pleads, and I put my hand over my face as I feel the tears come down out of my eyes. I want to see them.

"Hunt..." I move away and she ends up sitting as I start walking over to the window. Looking out where the boys and I played soccer for some few days ago. I feel Sky arms around me.

"I know you are angry..."

"I am not angry." I tell her as calm as I can be, and she kisses me on the shoulder.

"Hunter," She steps in front of me and cup my cheeks. Forcing me to look at her, but my eyes drift down away from her brown.

"Tell me you angry."

"I'm not angry." I say to her, and she sigh.

"Tell me you are angry, Hunter." She says and I swallow hard as I shake my head.

"Tell me..."
"I AM ANGRY!" I shout to her as I meet her eyes and feel the tears come down my cheeks.

"I am very angry, honey! I miss you all, every minute and it hurts that you aren't here!" I cry as I bury my face in her shoulder and she holds me tight in her arms.

"It's okay Hunter, we are not leaving you." She pushes me lightly back and cup my cheeks again.

"Thank you, Hunti," Sky smiles.

"For telling me." She lean in to kiss my forehead.

"I'm sorry that I am angry." I tell her and take a deep breath to control my crying.

"Don't apologize for that. It's normal to be angry, and you need to show it to me, because I don't know what you feel, Hunter. You don't tell me anything, and it is killing me." She says and a tear go down her cheek.

"I say that I love you and the kids." I explain, but she shakes her head.

"I know you love us all, but I want to know something else as well. Just like, you have done now." She kiss my forehead, again.

"I'm proud of you, Hunti." She grin and her words make me smile as she takes the tears away from my cheeks.

"I love you, honey." I tell her as she leans her forehead on mine.

"I love you too." She smile, and I put my lips on hers. Moving them softly as I feel her hands in my hair. It makes my heart calm down, and I breathe as I move back from her.

"So, what did you do today?" Sky wonder as she strokes my cheeks with her thumbs.

"Not..." I close my eyes and sigh.

"I painted the living room." I tell her, and she smile.

"I notice that." She kisses me on the nose.

"And I have been listening to music, my awful music." I smile and she chuckles. Her brown eyes lightening up.

"I-I have been sleeping on the couch, and I have been waiting for you." I tell her all of the things I have been doing. It's not much, but I am here alone and it is a little boring here.

"What have you been doing?" I ask and kiss her lightly. I want to know what is going on over there while I am here alone.

"I have taken care of the kids, bathing, feeding and playing with them." She tells me, smiling, and it makes me look down biting my inner cheeks as I feel the sadness in my heart. The tears come out on their own command. I want to do those things.

"Hunter, look at me." Sky begs, as she force my head up to watch her, and it makes the tears drain down my cheeks. I look into her brown eyes, which are full of guilt.

"I know, Hunt. I know it hurts, but I want you to get your head on straight," I nod to her words.

"I can't be here with you, Hunt. If you don't talk to me or if you don't stop being so horrible to yourself," She says as she strokes my wet cheeks.

"I don't mean to take them away from you, but I need you to see that I am very serious about it." She tells me and close her eyes in agony. I take a deep breath, trying to put myself together.

"I know, honey," I kiss her cheek.

"I'm trying, to get you back." I promise her and she smiles as she cries.

"I'm so sorry, Hunter." She says as she bury her face in my neck, holding me tightly.

"It's okay," I put my lips on the top of her head. Breathing in her amazing smell as I kiss her.

"I still love you," I chuckle, and it makes her laugh.

"I will always love you." I promise her with my whole heart.

"I love you too, Hunter."