A Birthday with a heavy heart

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Pink, purple, butterfly and flowers

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Pink, purple, butterfly and flowers. Three cakes, one rainbow, one full of butterflies and the last pink with deer on it. She loves Bambi, plants and rainbows. Three cakes to insure no one missed out on cake. They were all her favourite flavours chocolate, strawberry and vanilla with rainbow inside.
It a party in the backyard. A party I spent months planning. She was my first and current only child it was going to be perfect. Or it was meant to be. Two weeks ago Lexi passed leaving us with a heavy heart. Uncle Al promised to be there despite this. I did tell him not to if he didn't want, he could celebrate at a later time with us. But he was positive he would be there. I told MillieFlorence that he might be a bit sad the best I could. I didn't want her to make him upset but I couldn't control it. I couldn't even begin to understand the roller coaster that is grief of your own child. It was blatantly obvious he wasn't the same, not that I expected him to be it just hurt my heart. I just knew I couldn't help or fix it in anyway and that's what truely hurt.

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