Dear Diary | Chacha

Pick a path

                     ~Chapter 82~
PICK A PATH

Chases POV:

                  Dear diary,
I fell asleep last night feeling hopeful. I woke up this morning having a panic attack. Second thoughts. Doubts. Why? I have no idea. But what if we can't do this?? What if my parents report me as a missing person? What if this was all for nothing. What if I actually have to leave Charli.
I don't know what's going on. Today will decide my future and I know that may seem like I'm exaggerating but I'm not. I can go down 2 paths and each path leads to something completely different. One path leads me to a future with a real career, a future where I won't get disowned from my family. And the other path leads me to her. A future with the love of my life.

Charli: "hey"
I looked down at her and she was smiling

I put my diary down quickly

She doesn't seem at all nervous for this.

She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me quickly on the lips

Charli: "you ready?"
Chase: "yes"

Her smile calms me

Charli: "let's get out of here"

I took a deep breath

Chase: "yeah."

We both stood up and walked to get all our stuff. We only have a luggage and a back pack each. All the rest of Charlis stuff is sold and all the rest of my stuff is going into the moving truck. It's pretty sad that I'm leaving all my stuff behind but it's just what it takes. It also makes me sad that my parents will be driving all my stuff into an empty room that will never be used... and it's also sad that Il probably never see my parents again because they'll hate me...
But you gotta do what you gotta do...

Chase: "what time does the train leave?"
Charli: "6:40am"

We got time

Chase: "wonder what we should do in our spare time"
Charli: "Chase we do not have spare time, we're actually almost late"

I put my hands on her waist and brought her down to the bed. I wrapped my arms and legs around her and kissed her all over her face

Charli: "Chase we don't have time"
She said kissing me back

Chase: "we have time"

She laughed then got on top of me she took off the shirt and I kissed her neck

Chase: "you're amazing"
Charli: "no, you are"

Im so excited to wake up to this every day

Charli: "okay we gotta pick up the paste if we are gonna make it"

She's right

I began taking off her pants but I was interrupted by the door suddenly opening

Oh god no. Not now. Not again.

Miss Damelio: "excuse me? Charli-grace! You let this boy into my house again?! Did you really not learn from last ti-"

She looked over her room and noticed it was empty- she then looked at the suitcases

Charli quickly got off me and put her shirt back on

Miss Damelio: "you're leaving? Really?"

Charli looked to the ground and nodded

Miss Damelio: "okay. You do that. Go for it. When this guy breaks your heart you'll come crawling back and trust me when I say you'll be making up for this."

She left the room and slammed the door

That wasn't as bad as I thought it would be?

Charli: "please don't break my heart"
She laughed

Chase: "Il try not too"

If anything, I'm worried she will break my heart.

Charli: "okay let's get to it"

I nodded agreeing

Chase: "to what?"
I grinned and she shook her head

Charli: "nope. We are leaving. We are already late you can't change my mind."
She stood up and walked to the her suitcase

Charli: "get up, we are leaving"

I groaned and stood up.
We grabbed our bags and walked out of her room
She looked back and waved to her room

Charli: "cant believe this is the last time Il be here"

She turned around and walked down the stairs

Charli: "this house is filled with memories I don't wanna remember"

Oh.

She looked over to the wall, with a hole in it and sighed

Chase: "what's the from"
Charli: "nothing."

She looked at the broken pieces of glass on the ground

Charli: "what are they gonna do without me."

She opened the door and we left the house

Chase: "shit I forgot something at my house"

I can't leave it there. Either my parents will find it or they'll leave it there. Can't let that happen. Plus I need it for later.

Charli: "is it important?"
Chase: "yes"

Very.

Charli: "we can go there on the way. Are your parents awake?"

No, they won't be awake this early because our schedule was only to leave later.

Chase: "no they aren't. Il go in and grab it quickly then leave"
Charli: "ok let's go. We are already late"

We quickly ran over to my house and once we got there she stood at the front porch

Chase: "stay here. I will go in quickly, Grab it, then I'll come back out then we will go."
Charli: "our bus to get to the train station is coming soon. Go really quickly."

I nodded

I grabbed the key out of my bag and opened the door slowly. I ran up the stairs to my room. I opened the door then walked the drawer beside my bed.

I scrabbled through everything and I couldn't find it. It has to me here?? I put it here??
I looked in my other drawer and it wasn't there either.

I need this?? Maybe not for today but for some day. I won't be able to afford another one. I need to find it. It has to be somewhere.

I swear I put it in my drawer so unless-

Miss Hudson: "looking for this"

I quickly flinched and turned around to see my mother rocking in the rocking chair holding the engagement ring

Chase: "mom..."

A/n
😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬
Mmmm, Chase has gotta make a choice. Charli or them 🤷‍♀️
Who will he pick

N e ways happy break up day 😄😄
Cant believe it's been 2 years since the day I died 😄

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