Dear Diary | Chacha

Best friend

  ~Chapter 47~
BEST FRIEND

Charlis POV:
I regret sitting on that bus with chase but I also don't. I appreciated his opinion on what I was doing because I know he's right, I have a future. I have a life ahead of me and I can't risk it all for Justin. But him saying that stuff made my decision even harder.

Everything that goes through my head when I think about getting pregnant is,
Will this make Justin happy? Will Justin break up with me if I don't do this? Is this really what Justin wants?

Justin. Justin. Justin.

Why is it always about Justin? Why can't I make something about myself?

Do I wanna get pregnant?
What do I want?
What do I think of all this?

Chase is right, I should be focusing on myself more. Maybe I shouldn't even be in a relationship. I'm a mess? How am I supposed to take care of everyone if I can't take care of myself?

I don't know... I just don't know what to do...

This is gonna sound so pathetic but the reason I asked chase to have a room with me is because he's my best friend. He's not my best friend as in bestie or whatever, he's my best friend as in he's my best-friend. He tells me what's best for me, he gives the best advice, hes always there for me. So technically he's not my best friend but he's the best friend.

So I asked to have a room with him because he's the best friend I have here. It's either that or Sarah. Justin isn't here, because he'd rather do easy work with ten grade 10s then go on a school field trip so my choices are Chase or Sarah.

Chase is who I decided to go with.

I looked at him and waited for him to answer

Chase: "uh- I don't think- I mean- I don't think I can."

What?

Charli: "what do you mean. Why?"
Chase: "Im sick. I don't wanna get you sick"

He fake coughed and I rolled my eyes

Ok well another person who just doesn't like me.
Great. What did I do? Why do poeple randomly stop liking me?

Charli: "if you don't wanna be in a room together just say it, you don't gotta fake being sick"

Am I really that bad?

Chase: "okay it's not that Charli- it's just- uh- I have someone I'm staying with already. Sorry."

Okay sure.

Charli: "who"

He looked around the room

Sarah: "me."

She pushed me to the side and stood beside Chase

You gotta be kidding me

Sarah: "right Chasey"
She giggled

Chasey? I'm gonna puke.

Chase: "uh- yeah."

Ok so now he'd rather share a room with Sarah then stay in a room with me. Wow. I'm just that bad.

Charli: "okay. Have fun"

I walked away

Jokes on him. He will be begging for me after a few hours with Sarah.

Okay so who will I share a room with now?

Some guy came up to me and smiled

?? - "Charli right? Wanna be in a room? I got no one else"

I don't know if I trust this guy enough to be in a room with him but it's looking like I have no other choice. I really have no friends do I.

He's kinda cute though, not that I'd cheat. But it'll be nice having a pretty face to wake up to.

Charli: "Yeah sur-"

Chase came swooping by and he grabbed both my arms from behind

Chase: "she's in my room actually. Sorry"

Ohh look who wants me back now.

?? - "oh sorry. Good job man"

Huh.

Chase: "she's a keeper"
He laughed slightly

The guy walked away and I turned around

Charli: "okay now that your tired of Sarah you think you can just come crawling back?"
Chase: "no. I'm just not letting you stay in a room with a complete stranger"

Oh.

Chase: "you're staying with me."
Sarah: "what?! No! I thought I was staying with you"

Why does she always sound like she's having a tantrum when she talks

Charli: "it's fine. I can find somewhere else"

I started walking away but he grabbed my arm

Chase: "you both can stay with me"

I saw Sarah slightly roll her eyes

Charli: "okay. Sure."

He's right. It's better then sharing a room with a stranger. Chase basically is a stranger to me, I barley know him but I some how trust him.

Sarah: "fine."

The teacher handed us the key to a hotel room. We walked down the hall with all our stuff and opened the room.

2 beds. Really?

Sarah: "it's fine. I can sleep beside chase"

Girl-

Chase: "it's fine. You guys can have the beds. Il sleep on the floor"

I shook my head

He must have back problems at this point.

Charli: "they're queen sized beds. Il sleep beside Sarah."

It's not a big deal. We've slept in the same bed before. Well... so have chase and I. But that would be weird if we did that now.

Sarah: "Charli I hope you know I'm not a lesbian."

Okay..?

Charli: "neither am I?"
Sarah: "okay. Good."

And if I was I wouldn't like you.

Chase: "you sure? I could sleep in the bathtub"

I laughed a little but deep down I knew it wasn't a joke

Charli: "you can leave if you want. I have no idea why you signed up to stay in a hotel room with 2 girls for 96 hours but I'm giving you an out"

If he thinks we're having a three some that's not happening.

Chase: "I got 2 sisters. I think Il be fine"

Mk.

Charli: "I'm gonna take a shower. Call me out when we are leaving"

I walked inside the bathroom and turned on the shower

My phone buzzed and I picked it up
A text from Justin. I clicked his contact and pressed the chat

Justin: "changed my mind, I'm on my way 🍆😏🤰👨‍👩‍👦🚼👩‍🍼 ready?"

A/n
Who's excited 😃😃👨‍👩‍👦🤰🤷‍♀️👨‍👩‍👦🤰🤰🤰👨‍👩‍👦🤷‍♀️

Spot the difference

Level - extremely difficult/impossible

🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🧍🏻‍♀️🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰🤰

Word count- 1016