Dear Diary | Chacha

Manipulated

                      ~Chapter 5~
MANIPULATED

Charlis POV:
So this is it, huh?
Should I tell him I'm a virgin? I don't want it to hurt and knowing Justin, he has no self control.

So it wouldn't really matter, right? Whether I tell him or not, there won't be a difference.

I'm not gonna over think this, im just gonna do it.

I guess there's 2 sides to this relationship and I know how much he wants this. I don't know why he wants it so badly but if it matters to him Il do it.

Justin: "really?"

I nodded

Justin: "finally"

...

He grabbed my face and pressed his lips against mine. He didn't hesitate to start removing my clothing. Starting by my shirt, quickly pulling it over my head. He then went down to my skirt and took it off my legs. 

Justin: "what the hell is this?"

He pointed to a dark bruise on my upper thigh

Oh. That.

Charli: "I don't know where I got that from"

...

He shrugged and grabbed my face again, kissing me roughly. He took off his shirt and started to kiss my neck.

Justin: "you don't know how long I've been waiting for this"

Why does he care so much about this?

He took his belt off and pulled down his jeans.

He grabbed my neck and started kissing my jaw

why is he holding my neck so hard.
Ow- this is not pleasant-
This hurts a bit

Charli: "Justin you're hurting me"

He grabbed onto my neck harder and kept kissing me

What kind of rape fantasy's does he have?? This hurts?? I can barley breath?!

Charli: "s-stop it?!"
Justin: "that's right baby"

What's right?? He's trying to kill me??

I started choking on my own breath

Charli: "get off of me?!"

I pushed him off

Justin: "what's wrong with you?!"

What's wrong with me?! He was trying to kill me or something?

Charli: "you were hurting me!"

He rolled his eyes

Justin: "I'm sure you were fine, just finding yet another excuse not to fuck me"

What??

Charli: "you were choking me?! Is that your idea of fun?"
Justin: "I was barley touching you but I'm sorry okay? Can we just continue? Please?"

i don't know if I wanna do that again...

Charli: "I don't know... could we just do it another night?"
Justin: "you're kidding right?"

No...?

Justin: "I've waited 3 months for this?? And this is what I get?? I want one thing from you Charli! One thing! I have never asked you for anything else?! And you can't even give me that!"

He quickly grabbed his clothes and put them on

Justin: "Il see you at school."

He unlocked the door and walked out