like i get it u don't want to talk but... um... plz... idk u don't have 2 but i at wish to talk to u.
like ok i'm kinda getting worried, we usually talk everyday, but u know i fucked shit up so that's fair, but u know it's been a week, like i'm getting worried, maybe she was grounded?. idk her dad had/has covid so she couldn't be at school the last 7 days, but that should've ended today, but she's not here today either, idk i'm just worrying for no reason but why isn't she here. i understand her not messaging me but i haven't even got as much as a seen on insta, maybe she was grounded, idk i just want to know what she's think, what she's feeling, i want to help fix things but i can't... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i just hope she's ok, miss you, idk if you're even reading this anymore, idk what else to say. i have no friends atm, no one to talk to, just nothing to brighten my day at school, it's like i'm just at school to learn and it sucks balls. idk all i got to say is take your time and i miss u
real quick, please attend, i don't want u to get to far behind. idk i don't have any friends atm and i'm so lonely... oh well it's not like u r even reading my messages.
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versions 1.3-1.6 (Diary 1) [ARCHIVED]
Non-Fictionmoved to my new diary where hopefully i'll be less of a whiny bit- i mean where hopefully i'll be more mature for her time moves on, whilst my life is in a state of constant transit i'll just be refering to myself as L, i am currently on my final ye...