idk, without a obsession i don't really have anything to look forward to, like what's the point even, beat a game on the hardest difficulty, yh it's still fun but it'd be funner if i could tell someone, idk
also can i trust T anymore, like bro i gave u my heart and u smashed it into tiny pieces with a fucking jack hammer eventually turning the pieces into a fine dust. like yes ok my confessions are 100% annoying, but u didn't even ask me to stop, u didn't even try to ask me to stop, yes ok it could be anxiety educing, but come on, idk i know she was just expressing her feelings like i had done the many times before but it just hurt so much, like i don't begrudge her for shooting me down, it just hurt me that she felt as though she couldn't express her feelings of wanting me to stop the confessions to me, i trusted her with everything, and she clearly didn't trust me, but hey now i don't trust her either so we're all good
but whatever i'll live i'll move on. but what's most important is i'm no longer bound to anything, i'm free to do and say whatever i want and not be anxious of what some chick thinks of me... no attachments for the win!!!!
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Non-Fictionmoved to my new diary where hopefully i'll be less of a whiny bit- i mean where hopefully i'll be more mature for her time moves on, whilst my life is in a state of constant transit i'll just be refering to myself as L, i am currently on my final ye...
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