i am broken, no matter what i can't get feelings to stop. yes during my previous breakdown (first in 2 years fyi) i managed to sever most of my emotions for T, like cutting through a rope, but there are still some lingering emotions, like a few strayed strands desperately trying to hold onto the other side, clinging desperately to stay one, stay a whole, but i'm sure the rope will finally snap severing the rope finally.
also, i'm not the only broken one, my old childhood friend who i recently reconnected with (i guess i'll call her K) also feels broken, she like me struggles to find a connection with other people, making her feel alone, just like me. it may be a small comfort, but knowing i'm not alone does help, and if u, the random person reading this feel as though you can't connect with others, just know you aren't alone. god wtf am i some self help person god i really need to just shut the fuck up.
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Kurgu Olmayanmoved to my new diary where hopefully i'll be less of a whiny bit- i mean where hopefully i'll be more mature for her time moves on, whilst my life is in a state of constant transit i'll just be refering to myself as L, i am currently on my final ye...
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