idk what to do. i think i've fucked up real bad. i knew my confessions made her uncomfortable, but i didn't know how close to the snapping point she was, and i continued my confessions. i may have ruined my only friendship. i'm such a fucking idiot i can't describe how alone i feel without her. i've never had this good of a friendship and i've gone and fucked it. i wish i never told her how i felt, it was just eating me up inside time and time again, i made her go through so much like such a fucking asshole. i wish we could pretend this never happened, but i've done to much now and it can't be undone. i just want my best friend back. this is entirely my fault and i can't fix it.
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versions 1.3-1.6 (Diary 1) [ARCHIVED]
Non-Fictionmoved to my new diary where hopefully i'll be less of a whiny bit- i mean where hopefully i'll be more mature for her time moves on, whilst my life is in a state of constant transit i'll just be refering to myself as L, i am currently on my final ye...
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