title's a reference that t would probably get
ok, so what i was saying last time was i'm kinda upset you're ghosting me but it's more than fair.
i'm pissed at how i ended up screwing things.
i still very much love you, even if u don't feel the same i feel this way these feelings persist regardless
i'm not ready to lose you as a friend and i'll hang in there as long as it takes. that being said atm i'm kinda hurt by everything that's happened recently, so i need some time as well, although you'll probably need more time than me cause i've been such a dick.
i still care for u very much and i just want to go back to being your friend, no matter how unrealistic that fantasy may be.
miss u bestie, idk school sucks atm, i just head to the classroom, to the next, then guess what... the next. i understand she needs time i just don't have any other friends lol, but please look after number 1, #1, number one person is you so take all the you time u need, you take precedence so look after yourself.
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Non-Fictionmoved to my new diary where hopefully i'll be less of a whiny bit- i mean where hopefully i'll be more mature for her time moves on, whilst my life is in a state of constant transit i'll just be refering to myself as L, i am currently on my final ye...
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