idk, i feel as though no one has ever had emotions this strong for me before and it makes me feel lonely, idk if anyone ever will feel this way towards me, idk i wish i just had someone that i could solely direct these feelings too. well whatever can't magically alter how people feel for u, too bad so sad.
idk i just feel so alone in the dark expanse, no light or warmth, no company to keep me sane and anchored, just alone being swallowed up by the darkness inside me. well no use bitching about it, "no one loves me waaaa" jesus christ i'm such a baby just need to grow up.
kinda curious why my mental state is so determined on others, like i feel like i need another half to feel whole, kinda sad but whatever emotions are overrated just gotta force them back down.
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versions 1.3-1.6 (Diary 1) [ARCHIVED]
Non-Fictionmoved to my new diary where hopefully i'll be less of a whiny bit- i mean where hopefully i'll be more mature for her time moves on, whilst my life is in a state of constant transit i'll just be refering to myself as L, i am currently on my final ye...
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