Can I enjoy a mistake,
Knowing that I'll be followed by its ache?
I'm guilty,
All crimes are mine.
I'm guilty.
I don't regret any.
Can I enjoy a mistake,
Though I already made an apology?
I'm upset.
All the things I've done.
I'm mad.
All the things I haven't done.
Can I enjoy a mistake,
If I enjoy the pain it makes.
I'm cold.
All my bones shivering.
I'm bitter.
All my words poisoning.
Can I enjoy a mistake,
Aware that it's a fucking mistake.
I said too much. I haven't said enough.
I fucked up too much.It doesn't feel enough.
Can I enjoy a mistake,
Even if it's more than I can take.
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Smoke of His Breath // Ethan Torchio
FanfictionI saw him lit himself a cigarette. He jammed it between his lips and took a deep breath. He breathed out, setting the smoke free. I watched the smoke of his breath dance around the air and disappear. For some reason, the smoke took my attention more...
