One by one, tears were flowing continuously from her eyes as she wrote her sorrow in the diary. She sniffed in between, sobbing hard, then again continued to write. She was trying her best to control her sobs by biting her lips hard in between her teeth.
Naina lagiyan baarishan
Te sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye
Naina lagiyan baarishan
Rove palkan de kone vich neend meri
Naina lagiyan baarishan
Hanju digde ne chot lage dil te
Naina lagiyan baarishan
Rut birha de badlan di chhaa gayi
My eyes got raining,
and even the dry dreams got wet (in tears),
My eyes got raining,
my sleep cries in the corners of eyelids,
My eyes got raining,
Tears fall and heart gets hurt
My eyes got raining,
(and) It's weather of separation's clouds,
Reyhan remembered her childhood days first, where he used to hold her hands lovingly, then she recalled her days in mansion where he used to grab her hand harshly.
She then remembered his sweet words which he used to whisper in her ear when he was young. Then she remembered his hate filled bitter words which he used to say daily to her.
She kept her pen aside, put her face in her palms and broke down into more tears, because she knew that they can never be together.
Controlling her cries after few minutes, she stared out of the window again but this time, at nothing particular.
Kaali kaali khaali raaton se Hone lagi, hai dosti
Khoya khoya inn raahon mein Ab mera, kuch bhi nahi
Har pal har lamha, Main kaise sehta toon
Har pal har lamha, Main khud se, yeh kehta rehta hoon
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya
With black, black, blank nights, I'm getting friends,
Lost in these ways, I have nothing my own,
Every moment, how I bear,
Every moment, to myself, I keep saying,
I have forgotten you,
I've forgotten you,
I've forgotten u,
Then why did your memories
make me cry,
make me cry...
She then remembered her wedding night, when she was introduced to the harsh reality. When she was mercilessly pulled back from her dreamland, where she dreamt a beautiful future of hers with him.
She realized that day that Emir has changed! Her Emir, who used to pamper her, love her, has changed, a lot!
That day, she was left with nothing, no family, no lover, no husband and not even her dream!
Her each and every day in the mansion was no less than a nightmare. Where she tried very hard, she endured every pain, but even after being married, she failed to became a daughter in law, she failed to became a sister in law and most importantly, she failed to became a WIFE!
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Unarranged Love
FanfictionThis is a fanfiction of Turkish series "Yemin", starts from the point where Reyhan went missing from the mansion, for whole night. Next day when Emir asked her the reason, she said nothing. The characters of this fanfiction are same as the series...
