Chapter 25: Love?

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CHAPTER 25

--Nicole's pov--

I feel the wetness of the grass seeping thru my shoes onto my socks. Ew. I hate that feeling.

I walk over to the spot where Niall's and my lawn meet. I take a deep breath and then cross over to his back yard. I stop at a part of the grass look up at the back of the house to find Niall's bedroom window. My eyes skim the house until I find it and walk over to a section of the grass close to it. I make sure im not directly under it so he can see me tho.

I hold my guitar with my left hand and hover my right over the stings. I'm scared. What if he doesn't hear me? Or what if he doesn't even care?

No, I have to. I've been waiting too long. I better make my move or he wont even notice me in that way. Maybe he never will, but at least I tried right? I breath to calm myself down, then start to strum the beginning tune loud enough so he might be able to hear it from his bed.

I've finished the beginning tune and he still hasn't come out. Half of me wants to just stop and go home, but the other half keeps me there playing. I take another deep breath and begin to sing:

"She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile

She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by

And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her

But you are everything to me"

Upstairs alight comes on in his room. A small smile appears on my lips, he hears me. It's working. Step one complete. I shake my head to get the distraction of him actually hearing me out of my head. Can't get distracted, must finish song. I continue sing the next part of 'Invisible' by Taylor Swift:

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you

She's never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me but if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable

Instead of just invisible, yeah

Another reason why I couldn't get to sleep tonight was the planning for what I was even going to do. The thought of singing to him to tell him come to me when I remembered how he always sings to me when I'm upset. Like with the Louis situation. He sang to me. I've never sang to him in those situations because he never really gets into those situations...

Anyways, when I realized it was perfect, it took me another 2 hours to think of what song. I literally scrolled thru my whole ipod to find the right song, and it hit me, Invisible. With the whole Emma thing that was going on, it kinda fit perfectly. And yes, in case you were wondering, I am proud of myself for thinking of it.

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through

But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do

And all I think about is how to make you think of me

And everything that we could be.

I hear a window open and I look up. A blonde boy's head pops out of the window and looks down at me puzzled. As he hears me singing, a smile appears across his face.

And I just want show you, she don't even know you

She's never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me but if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable

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