one shots || N.R

Hesitation

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Here you were fighting the black widow, after all these years you had finally come face this close to finally kill her, and were now throwing punches and kicks from led right and centre. She caught some of them get sometimes but sometimes you got lucky. You were both in a warehouse, where you were ordered to kill the widow on behalf of the red room. After she escaped, you had become their other widow and you hated her for it, they chose to push you to extreme lengths to keep you there. They would be extra brutal in combat and would use you for their little experiments. You had become a monster and it was all her fault.

The warehouse was abandoned and on fire. You have had many encounters with the black widow yet never been able to actually kill her and now you have the chance, you are going to take it. Or so you thought. You just couldn't bring yourself to do it. You couldn't find the will in you to kill her and you've killed many people. They would send you out to kill people and you would always succeed constantly building up your resentment towards her and now you even can't kill her. You had her pinned on the floor. It would be so easy just kill her.

She saw you hesitated and smirked her famous smirk, "go on.... kill me." She says smugly. You huff in defeat and get off her. "I knew you wouldn't be able to do it" she teased. You turn to face her. "How?" You ask confused. "Because there's something between us." She says confidently.

Now you have to admit there was always this feeling between the two of you but you thought it was hate, now that your paying attention to what this feeling is inside of you it feels foreign, supernatural, surreal even. That feeling being love.

Throughout your time in the red room, you have been denied love, taught that it was for children and no one deserved it. You had been taught that it made you vulnerable and weak, no one could love a monster like you. Feeding you these toxic lies all the time and slowly, and the worst part is one the time of being trapped in there, you actually began to believe them.

"What?" You ask shocked. You weren't denying it. You was wandering how she knew. Did she feel these feelings too? Was she just messing with your mind? Stalling perhaps? "So you do..." she teased walking closer to you. You loving back until she had you pushed against a wall. She placed each hand on the wall on each side of your head literally trapping you making you shrink into yourself. "I.. uh I" you stuttered, you could feel her hot breath on your face sending shivers down your spine. "Do you have feelings for me Y/N?" She smirked. You were scared, for the first time in your life, you were actually scared. Scared of being shown as vulnerable, weak, everything. It was like having an angel on one shoulder and a demon on the other both telling you to do the opposite. Tell her how you feel. No, don't expose yourself you need to look strong, she'll just take advantage. Tell her, don't, do, don't, do. "Yes" you say barely above a whisper. You locked eyes with hers ready for the rejection but instead you saw her eyes darken with lust?

She leaned in and pressed her lips, forcefully onto yours. Her lips were soft, plump, perfect. You cupped her face pulling her into you. Her hands snaked around gripping your hips pulling you into her. Her tongue slowly slid across your bottom lips asking to enter which you bestowed upon her losing all control. You felt her tongue dive into your mouth ravishing every inch. You heard a noise in the distance making you reluctantly pull away. You turned your head to find no one, but then you was cut short by an explosion and everything. Went. Black.

You can hear faint noises, crying, sirens, beeping, more crying, arguing.

You can feel your consciousness slowly flooding back to you. First it was your fingers, then your toes, arms, legs then finally, your eyes. They dragged open to be met by a blinding light making your head scream. Your eyes danced around the room until they found a red head. All to familiar now. She was asleep. She looked tired, like she hadn't been sleeping. You also realised that she had a strong grip on your hand, not to strong to hurt you though. You decided that she needed the rest so you stayed quiet admiring her. You had never been this close without trying to rip each other apart well other than the little escapade back there before you were blown up. How she had managed to survive, you would never know but you were thankful.

You hadn't realised that she had woken up and was staring back at you. You were to deep in thought. She squeezed your hand pulling you from your thought. You were met by a somber and scared gaze. You smiled weakly. "I'm sorry." She mumbled "what for?" She asked. "I should have gotten to you sooner" she said in the same voice looking down at her lap. "Hey it's okay, you got me out eventually besides I'm okay well will be okay" You grin at her. She looked up at you smiled then nodded. "Come here." You said motioning for her to come and sit with you. Scooching over, she slipped in next to you. And you pulled her into you, her head resting on your chest. "It's so weird that yesterday I was trying to kill you." You whisper into her ear making her giggle. You smile pull her close then kiss her head. Eventually fall asleep too.

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