Wearing the white wedding dress and holding the beautiful bouquet of flowers, the big door open as I enter.
I smiled sweetly while walking slowly. And I saw my man at the altar waiting for me... crying.
But that tears is not because of happiness, his tears is full of sadness. In his eyes, all I could see was pain, suffer, and sadness.
Everyone inside this church are not happy as I am.
'Why?' I asked myself.
Then a lonely tear escaped from my eyes.
Then I remembered everything.
Why I gave up?
I didn't think of everyone. I didn't even think of the man that I love.
I cried more when I realized. That he still continue the wedding even though he don't have a bride coming for him. He still continue this wedding without me. He still on the altar... waiting for nothing.
He still fulfill his promises to me, even if I died.
And I hate myself because why I didn't even think of him to be my reason to survive in this cruel world.
"I am sorry..." was all I could say even though they will never hear me.
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