⚠️, but it's funny in my opinion. This is also kinda long so be prepared
"Some guys can become overly emotional during sex, especially when loosing their virginity"
"That's so stupid!"
Your friend Yeji bursts out laughing at the buzzfeed video you were watching about having sex for the first time. Why? You may ask. Well you had gotten yourself into a bit of a situation.
"I just want to go on record and say that I think this whole thing is dumb"
She says again, pausing the video.
"Well what was I supposed to do? Say no?"
"Um, yes"
Lia interrupted from the other side of your room. The three of you were supposed to be hanging out, but all you were doing was laying around your room complaining about your problems. You see it all started with your friend Haechan. You'd know each other for so long, that you decided if neither of you were in a relationship at this point in your lives, you should just loose your virginity's to each other. That didn't bother you, the only reason you were stressing, was because you were rather inexperienced in these type of things. Despite that, when he came up to you suggesting you do it this weekend, you didn't hesitate to say yes. Which brings you to your current situation.
"Guys you're not helping"
"Listen, it's not something to stress about. You're friends, so you should feel comfortable with each other. Not to mention first times are kind of weird, so it's better to do it with someone you trust"
Yeji says, as she and Lia pack up their stuff.
"I guess you're right, thanks"
You say and they both jokingly tackle you in a hug before walking out your room to leave.
"This is gonna be a loooong night"
You sigh.
~~~
It was finally Saturday afternoon. You weren't really sure exactly how to prepare for this, so you did what you knew. Shower, shave, make sure you smell really really good, all that jazz. He didn't say what time to go over, so you figured you'd just show up, which is exactly what you did. No one was home, so you let yourself in.
You're gonna get robbed leaving your door unlocked like this, idiot
You thought, as you locked it back yourself and headed upstairs to his room. You'd been here many times before, yet somehow you felt out of place. You awkwardly knocked on his bedroom door when you finally got up there, because it was closed.
"Come in"
You heard him say. You sighed to yourself.
Why is everything so tense
You let yourself into his room to see him laying on his bed, shirtless and on his phone. He didn't acknowledge you when you walked in, so you were just awkwardly taking really slow steps towards him.
"Why are you walking like that?"
He asks, throwing his phone somewhere.
"I don't know, you're making me uncomfortable"
You say bluntly, and you both burst into laughter.
"C'mere you dork"
He grabs your hand from where you were standing, attempting to pull you on top of him, but he pulled you a little too hard causing you both to bump heads, simultaneously resting a hand against your foreheads while backing away from each other.
"I am so sorry"
Haechan apologized, trying to see if you were bruising.
"It's fine, just keep going"
You mumble, finally putting your hand back down to see him looking you up and down. Somehow you ended up straddling his lap, but you weren't complaining admiring his looks.
"What now?"
He asks.
"Take your clothes off I guess"
You shrug, making both of you laugh again.
"Why is this so awkward? I know you"
He chuckles and you shrug as you both undress and get into a better position under the blanket. He was between your legs now, using his arms to prop himself up. Somewhere in that timeframe, things had started getting hot and heavy. He was kissing you slowly, slipping his tongue into your mouth and grinding himself against you. You weren't gonna lie, you were enjoying it, already heating up and throbbing for him.
"Haechan"
You breathe out, wrapping your arms around his neck as his hand runs up your thigh over your pulsing heat.
"Relax, I haven't even done anything yet"
He says into your ear as his middle and index fingers rub against your slit, collecting the wetness with them. You let out a load moan as your back arched off the bed closer to him. Your eyes widened and you instantly covered your mouth in embarrassment.
"Don't be embarrassed, I wanna know that I'm doing a good job"
He says into your neck as he pushes a finger inside. You gasp, grabbing into his shoulders tightly as he starts pushing in a second one.
"How is it?"
You let out a whimper in response, it being your first time, you weren't sure if you liked it or not.
"I-I don't know, it's weird"
You say, biting your lip slightly because it stung.
"Did you just call my fingers weird"
He questions, starting to move them, slowly curling upwards
"You're killing the mood Haechan"
You snap
"The mood has been killed for a while now"
He snaps back. You were going to roll your eyes in annoyance, but instead it was in pleasure as his fingers hit the bundle of nerves that made you go crazy. Pulling you closer if that was even possible, he kept it up for a few minutes, trying to stretch you out. By that time you were both feeling more comfortable. Louder moans were leaving your lips, and your face was already flushed and sweaty. He slipped his fingers out, bring them to his lips and tasting your wetness.
"Does it taste good?"
You joke, stifling a laugh. He smirks and leans closer to your ear.
"Actually yeah, but I'll have to eat you another time"
He whispers, sending shivers up your spine. He reached across the bedside table for a silver packet, tearing it with his mouth before slipping his hand under the covers. When he was done he looked up at you.
"Are you sure you wanna do this?"
"Yeah"
You answer without hesitation.
"Are you?"
You question, and he nods in response, leaning you back against his pillows as he positioned himself, his hard resting heavily on your leg.
"I've just never done this before and-"
You cut him off wrapping your arms around his neck and quickly kissing his lips.
"I know, It'll be fine"
He nods.
"I don't wanna hurt you"
He says lowly, voice dropping an octave as he rubbed himself between your folds, getting it wet enough. Both of you were moaning from that alone as he teased the tip around were you needed it.
"P-please Haechan"
You whimper for him, your core dripping with need. He nodded, biting his lip as he pushed the head in.
"Oh my g-"
He let out a strangled groan from just the contact being too much for him. Your nails dig into his back as he tries going further. You hiss, tensing up at how uncomfortable it was.
"Does it hurt?"
He asks, stopping the second he saw tears in your eyes. You nod and he reached under the blanket to pull it out, but you stop him.
"Please keep going"
You beg shakily. He nods, leaning down to your ear as he pushed further. You whimper in his arms and he starts kissing your neck to distract you.
"It's almost there, you're doing so good"
He was panting hard already and you'd barely done anything yet.
"F-feels good"
He whimpered, grabbing your hips and pushing himself in to the hilt. You couldn't help moaning in both pain and pleasure as he stretched you completely. Your back arched up closer to him as your nails dug deeper into his skin.
"H-Haechan it hurts"
"I know, I'm sorry, just give it a minute"
He reassures, rubbing your back and kissing your shoulder. When you told him you were comfortable he started moving and trying to find a rhythm that worked for both of you.
It hadn't even been ten minutes and you felt him twitching, his head sunk to your shoulder as he gripped onto the pillow tightly. Then you could have sworn you felt the condom getting full.
"Did you just-"
"S-sorry"
He groans, eyes still closed from the pleasure. He pulled out and took it off, putting on a different one before flipping you so you were straddling his waist.
"Maybe we should try a different position"
You nod reluctantly as he sits you up closer to him.
"W-What am I supposed to do? Just sit on it?"
He nods holding your hips with one arm while using his other hand to slip it in. Your jaw dropped and a gasp left your lips as your arms wrap around his neck.
"Does it feel good"
He asks, and you nod, moving your hips against him. You both start to get used to the rhythm of it, and he meets your movements with his own thrusts up into you.
"D-do it harder"
He moans, his grip on your waist tightening as you tried your best to do what he wanted. You were succeeding at first, to the point where you bounced a little too hard, and he slipped out, completely crushing him when your hips went back down.
"OH MY GOD"
He exclaimed, voice clearly straining as his eyes shot open and he hissed in pain. Haechan pushed you off and rolled over to one side, both hands cupping his damaged goods.
"I-I'm so sorry-"
"It's fine...I'm fine"
He groaned, remaining stationary on the other side of the bed. You felt so bad, but you didn't know what to do. He had to recover for a few minutes, but you guys decided to try for the third time after.
This time things were working out. You were both enjoying yourselves and getting close to release. Your legs were burning with exhaustion, and your upper body had already given out, so Haechan was holding you closer, doing the work for you. You were both a mess, sweating everywhere while you moaned his name over and over. He was doing the same, his pace starting to waver as he held you closer.
"I-I think I'm gonna-"
"Me too"
You could just barely answer, the intensity of it all becoming too much for you to take. His heavy breathing in your ear only turned you on more as his hips snapped roughly into yours.
"Haechan"
You whimpered, burying your face in his neck as you came, your legs shaking as you made a mess everywhere, the after effects ripping through you. His grip on your waist tightened as his hips met yours, but he didn't stop pounding into you with all the energy he had left.
"P-please Haechan I-I can't take anymore"
You cried, eyes filling with tears at how good he was making you feel.
"Sorry"
He moaned.
"I'm almost th-"
He cut himself off, his hips stopping before roughly holding you down as he shot his load into the condom, his head falling back against the headboard. Both of you were shaking, too overstimulated to move.
"I love you"
You heard him whimper as he finished. Your eyes widened as you thought about the buzzfeed video from earlier. He clearly didn't mean that, did he?
You just kept your head buried in the crook of his neck, hoping you would seem too tired to respond.
~~~
You'd spent the majority of your Monday at school ignoring him, so you didn't expect the person tapping your shoulder to be him standing against your locker.
"Why are you ignoring me, if you didn't want to do what we did you should have just said no"
He looked hurt.
"Haechan I didn't mean to-"
"I confessed to you, and I know you heard, but at least reject me so I'm not getting my hopes up"
He cried, tears filling your eyes. You felt awful. He probably thinks you only wanted to use him.
"I'm sorry, I didn't think you meant it"
You apologized, wiping the tears from his face. He rested his hand on top of yours that was caressing his cheek.
"Why would I tell you I loved you if I didn't mean it?"
You shook your head thinking about the stupid advice that video gave you.
"Pabo, I thought you hated me"
"I'm so sorry, I-"
He cut you off with a soft kiss on your lips.
"Forget it, just go out with me, please"
You nodded and immediately leaned up to give him a more passionate kiss.
"Of course"